Tuesday, December 15, 2009
if only you knew, if only you knew.
meli
blabbered at 7:46 PM
Saturday, December 05, 2009
it's been a long time since i blogged here :). since the end of exams i've been trying to update the travel blog, cos i aim to get it ready and updated before i fly off! and since i'm going to japan before that, i'm left with about 10 days to finish blogging about hk and germany. GASP.
recently i've been thinking about the transitions of life. rather emo thoughts i must say, but i don't feel like repeating it here anymore. haha ohwells, shrugs.
as much as i'm looking forward to US, i'm equally apprehensive as to what happens over the next 6 months, and life after that too. things are definitely going to change for sure, and i resist change. shudders.
suddenly it feels so foreign pouring your thoughts and emotions out on a publicly viewed site. but yeah it's true, at the end of the day, all you need in your life is your love, family, and that couple of friends whom you know will be there for life.
:).
i feel old. like once upon a time, all that mattered were lame jokes and monkey faces, winning the class cheerleading competition, staying overnight in school cos what mattered most was winning the side awards at a robotics competition. and now, i have to start going for job interviews and preparing CVs when i return.
uni life passes really REALLY fast. i shouldn't waste it feeling sorry for myself for those insignificant events, but instead feel really really fortunate for what i have now :). cos i really do :).
23 days more to a mega big transition in life. GASP. i feel so unprepared.
btw, my new sexy and well-endowed macbook is sitting innocently on the chair. all thanks to clement who materialized everything. THANKSSSS :D! <3.
recently i've been thinking about the transitions of life. rather emo thoughts i must say, but i don't feel like repeating it here anymore. haha ohwells, shrugs.
as much as i'm looking forward to US, i'm equally apprehensive as to what happens over the next 6 months, and life after that too. things are definitely going to change for sure, and i resist change. shudders.
suddenly it feels so foreign pouring your thoughts and emotions out on a publicly viewed site. but yeah it's true, at the end of the day, all you need in your life is your love, family, and that couple of friends whom you know will be there for life.
:).
i feel old. like once upon a time, all that mattered were lame jokes and monkey faces, winning the class cheerleading competition, staying overnight in school cos what mattered most was winning the side awards at a robotics competition. and now, i have to start going for job interviews and preparing CVs when i return.
uni life passes really REALLY fast. i shouldn't waste it feeling sorry for myself for those insignificant events, but instead feel really really fortunate for what i have now :). cos i really do :).
23 days more to a mega big transition in life. GASP. i feel so unprepared.
btw, my new sexy and well-endowed macbook is sitting innocently on the chair. all thanks to clement who materialized everything. THANKSSSS :D! <3.
meli
blabbered at 2:30 AM