Friday, June 30, 2006
it was the sweetest and loving wedding i ever attended!! i was sooooo excited sitting there watching their rite of marriage (: it felt as if everything was happening directly out of the most perfect fairy tale ever and it was really VERY sweet! u can literally FEEL the love radiating out of them haha XD (and im NOT exaggerating..)
dont u think that they are just soooo compatible?? hahaha so exciting!! for the few days aft the wedding i just felt soo.. happy and high for no reason... ct2 didnt matter anymore hahha =)
AND not to mention that it was the most "creative" wedding dinner as well haha! they had this 3-way pre-recorded video where arthur, moarie and the emcees were communicating to each other.. VERY COOL LOR PLS! cos the timings and everything were very accurate.. and during the video they re-enacted how they "first met" and how they proposed.. it was super funny lar i laugh till can faint HAHAHA..
i dont have photos of the loving couple on their wedding day YET though =(... but hopefully i get some soon(:!!!!
haha if u havent guessed that beautiful picture was drawn by mich (:... haha i had to offer to open the door to the macs delivery guy at her house (and i malu-ed myself AGAIN-_-) before she was willing to help me design the envelope HAHA! but thanks babe:)!!
and THIS is my greatest creation ever :)):

HEY mr and mrs arthur foo yall must hang it up at your new house k!! hahaha so exciting (: may yall live happily ever after!! zao sheng gui zi, bai tou xie lao, yong yuan mei man, kuai kuai le le etcetc (i wanted to write all those in the card but realised that i didnt know how to write the characters HAHA)
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FINALLY cts have ended! but im really screwed up for all the papers! i tink i'll get arnd the range of B.O.O.O. again haha.. i CONFIRM cant even get D.E.A.D. lar so can u imagine how dead i am??
but it's okay... laughter is the best medicine and i laughed ALOT yest aft the maths paper... haha i went to marina sq to watch superman.. and throughout the show i was laughing lar.. NOT BECAUSE the movie was funny but maybs kept poking me when i insulted superman and mich and i were laughing at how li-pu his superpowers can be!
i mean i know superman has super powers but then it's like in order to prevent the things from dropping down and hurting the pple on the ground he used his EYES to create some laser thing and so it sheltered the people from the falling things... like ERRRRRR... i mean although he's superman but still quite funny and amusing lar HAHA! but superman is shuai! too shuai alr tho HAHA... and the small boy very cute also :)!!
aft that i was late for dance practice in church =X.. and it was ABIT coincidental that the rciy sponsors were there for mtg as well OHMYMAMA... act i wasnt planning for anyone to find out abt this prayer rally dance!! cos i tink i look weird when i dance haha... so it's okay for strangers that i see once in a lifetime to watch but it's DIFFERENT for pple i know U NOEE =S... ohwell i dont think they'll come lar... hopefully haha..
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wow im amazed at myself i act talked on the phone for close to 3 hrs yest nite/this morn! haha it's quite rare for me to talk so long on the phone if u didnt know yet... but then talking to mich we can just go ON and ON non-stop abt everything, even the most nonsense things like whether she will commit suicide cos too stressed from jc haha..
BUT DONT COMMIT SUICIDE K BABE haha cos noone can heal me with laughter when im down like u do (:.. so in the end i'll die from depression too! hahaha anw we're both just kidding lar haha..
anw i really think im ultra shy when with pple not my age.. like last wk ben said when i first joined rciy i was DISGUSTINGLY shy but the turning point was when he realised that i agreed to be in the prayer rally dance... but act i think i havent changed much from then =X..
it's just different when communicating with pple older than u.. cos i think the reason why i can talk SO much when with close frens is cos we talk abt the most retarded things possible on earth... and i highly doubt that the things i talk abt can be counted as a conversation topic when talking to them haha =S... for eg i dont think they act have the time to watch sillly tv shows that i watch like spore idol, SUPERBAND, chinese dramas hahaha...
ohwells... so it feels that it's ABIT wrong that i still wanna be befriender cos everyone keeps saying that befrienders have to be the one to take the initiative and talk to the enquirers etcetc.. haii kan zhe ban ba.. MAYBE i will open up aft the trainings... anw im happy enough if im allowed to do all the backstage jobs like packing food for camps or sth haha.. i tink for me it'll be heartwarming enough to journey and witness the enquirer's growth even though im not the direct person causing the change:)
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i wonder how life will be like aft 18. i dont wanna it to ever come. i dont want to experience uni life. i dont wanna grow up. i hope i dont ever have to go overseas alone for long periods of time. loneliness scares me. and it's freaky at the extent pple can change when you're all alone.
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how i wish i could find a way to tell you to stop thinking so lowly of yourself. and to stop deliberately changing for the worst.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
haii.. ohwells but obviously i didnt tell my mum that haha..

anw tmr aftnn i'll get to see him again((:! Haha we're gg to attend some activities and bbq at their camp..
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and u noe what? The camp is at FMM! It's where I had the sec 4 self awareness camp.. it really brings back fond memories of how the 4/1 babes bonded with each other so well and opened up so so much...
i really got to know my classmates better through that camp! and the talenttime was so funny haha... i can still remember my team (krystle, changxi, cat, vera, me) doing skipping rope tricks HAHA cos me and vera were trying to relive our pri sch DUMEX SKIPPING ROPE COMPETITION hahaa...
once again, I have to say that I really miss ij life. I miss 4/1. I miss EVERYTHING associated with ij!
i dunno abt anyone else but now that I see blue pinafores and smiling girls I just feel so... protected and at ease... like everything in ij was so fun and simple! No weird probs to think abt... when u wanna be lame u JUST be and everyone will laugh along with u...
no one will think that ure stupid, noone thot abt having slim hot legs, noone will just have the desire to outfight the whole world, noone will look at u weirdly cos ure chor lor ETC.
haha I think ive been cooped up at home TRYING to mug for too long... then ur mind tends to drift off to more "close-to-heart" things...
ohwells. I have to accept it. The fact that life will nv be the same again. and then MOVE ON...
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anw on sun I went to sentosa with my family! my dad had this 'family day' organized by his union and all of us HAD to go haha...
so after that we explored sentosa! sth which we haven't done in a longg time.. we went to underwater world, sat on the NEW Carlsberg sky tower, watched the dolphin show at the dolphin lagoon and lastly the musical fountain!
and that took like a total of 11.5 hrs at sentosa -_-!!!

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And u know today I went to j8 and novena square with my mum to find a present for gift exchange tmr... and I ate at shilin and the wooden chopstick almost MURDERED ME -_-... as I pulled the chopsticks out of the plastic, a HUMUNGOUS splinter of wood got inserted into my finger!!!
OUCH ):!!
And now there's a red sore line in my skin that's 0.75 cm long! WHICH IS QUITE LONG FOR A SPLINTER OKAYS! It takes up abt 3/4 of the width of my second finger!
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yes.. so after all these u can tell that I hafvnt been mugging... and half of me doesn't feel like caring but the other half feels so panicky and screwed up=S... but im gonna be out the whole of tmr again! HOW LIKE THAT??
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
- krystle
- mich
- cat
- arthur
- aaron
- bernard
- huiling
- zhihui
- zhunian
- hazwan
- jon
- zhouxiang
- nuanting
- xiutang
- jestyn
- xinming
- lulu
- jingheng
- maybs
- vera
1. How did you meet 14?
nj (: and now she's in rj with me too!!
2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
drop dead faint and die? haha i dont know but life wldnt be the same! church wont be the same, ij wont be the same, arc wldnt have been the same esp all the "cheerleading" stuffies, nj wldnt have been the same... basically u get the idea: SHE'S A NECESSITY IN MY LIFE=D!!!
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
ERRRR... ahem. be VERY shocked. haha!
4. Did you ever like 19?
like? yeah i guess haha.. IF ONLY she'll stop asking me to make monkey face IN THE MIDDLE of econs tuition and tou xiao-ing to herself -_-..
BUT there's sth wrong with the qn! it's not EVER like.. i still like her!! hahaha.. inside joke (:
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHA... no not likely.. HAHAHHA..
6. Describe 3.
MEOW! hahaha...
she's one HOT babe with HOT tanned legs! and smart too! and ke ai too! and a really good fren too!
BUT she got chao tar knees HAHA!
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
yup!! she's very wei da cos she's still gg to attend tmr's cip camp! I SALUTE HER! she's 6j's one and only special snail! haha (:
hopefully aft praising her she will not ask me to treat her anm HAHA.
8. Tell me something about 7.
she's the MOST easygoing person i ever met! and she's... short! plus CO vice chair! with a very BEEEG house and a cool piano and a FANTASTIC member to have in class (:
shucks she's gonna get bhb again hahaha
9. Do you know any of 12's family?
nope! except that his mum speaks chinese so cant talk to kamel during ptm HAHAH -_-
10. What's 8's favourite?
snailing around! obviously -_-
11. What would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
ERRR. i dunno never thot about it cos it will never happen haha
12. What language(s) does 15 speak?
errr CHINESE! and english lar.. he CLAIMS that he's bilingual..
13. Who is 9 going out with?
errrr her flirt, beloved, fated, (and the list goes on)
maybe her fairy godson? hahaha JUST KIDDING (:
14. How old is 16 now?
17! OOOH i just realised his bday is just two days before mine! not bad quite cool!
15. When was the last time you talked to 13?
TALKED? quite long ago =(... but online msn? NOW! haha (: miss you babe!
16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
errrr... band/singer i dunno.. pple that can sing i suppose? but she's now CRAZY over her JIANG ZHI SHU and HE JUN XIANG and the last MODEL FROM LU GAO SHEN LING... she loves them to bits! hahaha (:
17. Would you ever date 4?
!!!! ni shuo ne!!! that would be committing dunno what crime! TSKTSK.
furthermore WEDDING BELLS WILL BE RINGING SOON! haha(:
18. Would you ever date 7?
OF COURSE! she's my lover lah pls<3!!
19. What's 10's last name?
aziz(:
20. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
HAHAHAHAHA!!!! oops the thought is quite funny..
NO!
21. What school does 3 go to?
rj!
22. Where does 6 live?
SOMEWHERE near the serangoon stadium.. i roughly know where but dunno what's the blk no lar..
23. What's fav thing about 5?
he's a good listener and adviser.. AND mind reader..
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haha cheap thrill (: but quite fun to complete! i recommend pple to do it too!!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
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haha just some videos from so you think you can dance... WAHH melody is damn good! both technique and stage presence wise... her disco dance with nick was FANTASTIC!! watch alr can faint hahaha...

ohmymama JUST LOOK AT HER LEG!! -faint-
haii and they're all older than me so i cant say that age has caught up on me HAHA :(... but i dunno how they can do multiple pirouettes and look like they're having a great time haha.. when im tyco then i can only sometimes complete a perfect DOUBLE pirouette =X...
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anw im proud to announce that at 11am this morning i have finally officially completed my greatest creation of all time!! HAHA im gonna treasure it and take super alot of pictures of it haha.. my one and only!!
aft that i also managed to finish mugging international trade and do the tys mcqs.. haha like FINALLY I HAVE STARTED.. one chap of econs is a good start! haha (:.. and hopefully i rem all the impt points and definitions cos i dont plan to mug it all over again when cts are nearing!
i aspire to be like cat! haha somehow unconsciously i get motivated by her (:
meli: "so cat, have u been following your study timetable?"
cat: "ermm.. i just realised that i cldnt complete organic chem in one day.."
-_-. haha so in other words she has stuck to her timetable lar! AND who in the right mind can complete the whole of organic chem in one day anwww...
I WILL MUG. I WILL MUG. I WILL MUG!
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haii everyone has one or more chalets that they can attend this hol except me ): i feel so unhappening and B-O-R-I-N-G!! but then again today is the FIRST day ive been staying at home since i woke up but STILL.. ohwellls..
even if there is chalets or outings i dont feel "free" enough to go! there's just this nagging feeling at the back of my head that im nv gonna complete mugging and i also seem to have so many pre-planned events going on! and i really wanna meet my target grades COS I WANNA BE ABLE TO ENTER UNI! so must think long term haha (:
yest i RELUCTANTLY agreed to be part of the dance performance for the youth prayer rally... am i asking for trouble or asking for trouble?? i REALLY dont feel like doing it but then i didnt know how to reject also! and it's esp embarrassing to dance in church AHHH stage fright =X...
i wanna eat kfc for
and aft many late, or rather EARLY nights i think my body clock has gotten used to such weird late timings.. but i better try to get some slp now cos tmr im going to the framing shop! ~wheepeedee!!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
one more day and i can say goodbye to it forever YEAH! im just left with the outlining of two corners... jiayou jiayou!
and maybe i can FINALLY get down to mugging =X...
BUT IM VERY EXCITED TOO!
though now i think it's such a retarded thing to give.. HOW COME noone told me way beforehand? pfft.
and very soon im gonna become blind..
my piggy bank is officially MONEY-less... SHIAT it's the GSS i wanna shop! i have a LONGG list of things that i wanna buy!
im gonna be dozing off during mass tmr..
HAHA my dad's taking part in the National Sudoku Challenge -_-... it's at eastpoint tmr anyone interested to go support?
ohmans what a senseless and random entry.
goodnight!






