Tuesday, November 29, 2005
OMG lar i bought a new nokia phone 6101 on sun. ON IMPULSE -_-. my $138 fly away!! now im majorly superly broke
=(.. and it looks like this:
i tink the saleswoman must be really persuasive to be able to get my family to buy a total of three new phones($850), trade-in two old phones, ALMOST trade-in a two-day-old phone and buy a leather phone pouch all within one and a half hours. MANS.
and i hafvnt really THOT abt getting wadever phone and the prices and everything. and now i have a new phone which i dont like! and i wld rather have the more high class and glam white colour one. OR the samsung egg phone!! but tt costs like $265 more. though it has MUCH more functions :)!
white glam phone
samsung E530 :)
i still wanna buy so many things but so limited cash =(... plus i just bought a SK pendant for my mum's bday...OHMANS.
and u noe wad? i tink i have a crush. on CHICKEN LITTLE. HAH.
arghh SO CUTE! and i told mich, cat and krystle to get me the chicken little, runt of the litter, fish out of water and morkubine porkupine PLUSH BUDDIES for my xmas present! hah.. but the only prob is that i hafvnt seen any such stuffed toy sold in spore except for a small boy hugging it sighh..
and i want to cut hair soon! looking at all the sec 4s and j2s all with dyed hair i oso wanna dye again =(.. but kamel will prob start bugging me all over again on the first day of sch so better not haha..PLUS i dont have the financial ability to do it tooo..
anw for the time being im DONE with ranting and mulling over all the previous stuffies in my blog. i spend more than enough time thinking and mulling over it at night before i sleep. and i guess yall dont needta noe wadz exactly going on in my insignificant brain anw hah.
RANDOM: i hope my mum strikes first prize 4D so i can finally go on a cruise!! it's been ages since i went on one =(.
and who wants to go on a movie marathon with me? MY TREAT hah! but u hafta provide the venue =D:
- CHICKEN LITTLE!!!!!!!
- harry potter and the goblet of fire
- tom yum goong
- the myth
- sky high
- exorcism of emily rose
and since im so nice, you can treat me to zathura and chronicles of narnia!! or u can go for the golden village promotion and gimme the chicken little gifts HEHE!
haix it's late. my whole family is asleep EVEN MY SISTER! i feel fat (all over again!) shall do some sit-ups before i go to sleep :)
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe something
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me
meli
blabbered at 2:01 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
omg it seems that the ORGANISER called my ballet teacher that i was very sick during the exam -_-... i din noe it was THAT big a deal u noe wth...
sighh i nv knew ballet was so impt to me =(.... and it's stifling to keep everything inside i tink im gonna explode soon. BOOM.
sob.
btw chicken little is a good movie. watch it!
sighh i nv knew ballet was so impt to me =(.... and it's stifling to keep everything inside i tink im gonna explode soon. BOOM.
sob.
btw chicken little is a good movie. watch it!
meli
blabbered at 11:28 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
ballet exam is over. and it SUCKED. very badly.
and everyone says nvm itz alright, i'll do fine, dont think abt it etcetcetc. itz not as easy as it sounds u noe. and itz all my fault. i paused a while during the dance wtfpos! and my whole allegro was gross crap! so low and everything. ALL BCOS I HAD NO ENERGY TO JUMP HIGH. im dead. now im either gonna fail or merely scrape a pass.
i'll rather forgo the whole damn exam than get a PASS. honours drop all the way to pass. HOW NICE.
and it's not like my other steps were SO PERFECT to offset the dance which is a effing 20marks of the whole exam.
SO MUCH for most inspiring award. HAH. this is wad they get aft giving it to me. tear up the newsletter and give it to denise. she's MUCH MORE deserving than me.
i dont wanna dance anm. not aft this. but i'll miss my ballet frens so much. SO SO MUCH. but i quitting the class is no big deal anw. there'll just be one less person on the register and at least i wun bring the WHOLE class down during competitions.
and that's the reason why im not up to gym nite too. dont put me in. u'll regret it. really.
well saturday 130pm im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher. but all the better im good for nothing anw.
i thot i was not bad at ballet. LOOKED WAD HAPPENED. wad else can i do?
RAH forget it. shant be going on msn. i dont feel like acting happy in front of the msn windows. bye.
im a useless piece of shit and I HATE MYSELF.
and everyone says nvm itz alright, i'll do fine, dont think abt it etcetcetc. itz not as easy as it sounds u noe. and itz all my fault. i paused a while during the dance wtfpos! and my whole allegro was gross crap! so low and everything. ALL BCOS I HAD NO ENERGY TO JUMP HIGH. im dead. now im either gonna fail or merely scrape a pass.
i'll rather forgo the whole damn exam than get a PASS. honours drop all the way to pass. HOW NICE.
and it's not like my other steps were SO PERFECT to offset the dance which is a effing 20marks of the whole exam.
SO MUCH for most inspiring award. HAH. this is wad they get aft giving it to me. tear up the newsletter and give it to denise. she's MUCH MORE deserving than me.
i dont wanna dance anm. not aft this. but i'll miss my ballet frens so much. SO SO MUCH. but i quitting the class is no big deal anw. there'll just be one less person on the register and at least i wun bring the WHOLE class down during competitions.
and that's the reason why im not up to gym nite too. dont put me in. u'll regret it. really.
well saturday 130pm im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher. but all the better im good for nothing anw.
i thot i was not bad at ballet. LOOKED WAD HAPPENED. wad else can i do?
RAH forget it. shant be going on msn. i dont feel like acting happy in front of the msn windows. bye.
im a useless piece of shit and I HATE MYSELF.
meli
blabbered at 11:04 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
today (sun) was a damn shit sucky day... ever since i woke up i gradually felt like exploding until at night i almost cldnt take it anm... but nvm dont feel like ranting abt anm... hahah i ranted enough to krystle alr...
~whee i lurve my mum to bits and pieces!! =D.. my ballet teacher made me change to new pointe shoes LAST MINUTE today and my mum helped me sew everything just now cos when we come back from msia no time alr... omg i really dunno wad i'll do w/o her :)
HAHA im bringing my ballet shoes to msia too!! to practise in the hotel room...at the same time try VERY HARD to break the new pointe shoes... i dont want to look like some loser with no arch in my feet during the exam >.< TAMADE!!
SIGHH i cant go for class bbq at mark's house tmr cos im at msia =(.. nvm clare and zhu can tell me ALL abt it on my tagboard!! HAHA :)...
but itz okay!! im consoled cos i'll be gg msia with another rcia family!! OMG OMG OMG got SUPER SMALL AND CUTE altar boy cedric!! who's jealous of me?? =D... HAH i seriously think i have paedophile traits in me MUAHAHA... wait till i take a photo with him and yall can GUSH abt him with me!!
random: he and his sister are left-handed too!! HAHHA... out of point but nvm..
actually ive been wanting to blog about ALOT ALOT ALOT of stuff but then i no longer have the mood to come online so i always end up not blogging =/..
and i cant wait to go suntanning to get rid of the disgusting tan-line i have now haha...
and can i say one last thing b4 the world starts to miss me during these 3 days? haha!
IM DAMN SCARED FOR BALLET EXAM!
ohoh. and:
GOOD LUCK TO FELLOW BALLETEERS! *muacks*
ohoh. and:
GOOD LUCK TO FELLOW BALLETEERS! *muacks*
meli
blabbered at 1:15 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
ohmans ohmans it's a ballet-y week!
ballet exam rehearsal was quite bad...ttz wad i tink lar... sobbers sobbers...dont know wad to say oso...im just damn damn damn scared abt exam nx thurs... im not gonna do well and i noe tt =X.. but im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher if i dont do well...
so im dead. VERY DEAD.
HAH in an ATTEMPT to boost my self confidence i went and looked at my certificate file =D.. from kindergarden all the way till now..IT LOOKS GOOD MAN hahahaha....and i got certificates for the slightest thing like "satisfying the examiner in the skills performed on the ELECTRONIC SEWING MACHINE" hahahahah...but this shows that i can SEW! =D
but ttz not the main point... my ballet certs sounds good though haha...but im not gonna do well for this exam CONFIRM GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP =(...haixx...i dont even have enough stamina to complete the whole TWO-HOUR rehearsal today...
and the solo dance was SOOOOO crappy ohmygoodness me how maluating..
RAWRRRR!! i very stressed i very stressed i very stressed!! this is even worse than promos lar... cos i do wanna do well but noe tt i cant =X
@#$%^&!!!
pfft. but nvm..itz gonna be a potter-y evening tmr!! i got tickets to watch HARRY POTTER!! *cheers and jumps around* thanks for booking =)
and im on a harry potter craze!! im starting to read all the books all over again hahah...since these are the only books available at home...
and i have half-decided to quit ballet aft this whole exam....ohwells ive lost the OOMPH to do well and determination to jump high and pose properly and control my leg ETC.. just very sian abt it now...and im oso too fat to be jumping arnd =X
sobs. i dont wanna get my results back. though i hafvnt done the exam HAH.
=(
ballet exam rehearsal was quite bad...ttz wad i tink lar... sobbers sobbers...dont know wad to say oso...im just damn damn damn scared abt exam nx thurs... im not gonna do well and i noe tt =X.. but im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher if i dont do well...
so im dead. VERY DEAD.
HAH in an ATTEMPT to boost my self confidence i went and looked at my certificate file =D.. from kindergarden all the way till now..IT LOOKS GOOD MAN hahahaha....and i got certificates for the slightest thing like "satisfying the examiner in the skills performed on the ELECTRONIC SEWING MACHINE" hahahahah...but this shows that i can SEW! =D
but ttz not the main point... my ballet certs sounds good though haha...but im not gonna do well for this exam CONFIRM GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP =(...haixx...i dont even have enough stamina to complete the whole TWO-HOUR rehearsal today...
and the solo dance was SOOOOO crappy ohmygoodness me how maluating..
RAWRRRR!! i very stressed i very stressed i very stressed!! this is even worse than promos lar... cos i do wanna do well but noe tt i cant =X
@#$%^&!!!
pfft. but nvm..itz gonna be a potter-y evening tmr!! i got tickets to watch HARRY POTTER!! *cheers and jumps around* thanks for booking =)
and im on a harry potter craze!! im starting to read all the books all over again hahah...since these are the only books available at home...
and i have half-decided to quit ballet aft this whole exam....ohwells ive lost the OOMPH to do well and determination to jump high and pose properly and control my leg ETC.. just very sian abt it now...and im oso too fat to be jumping arnd =X
sobs. i dont wanna get my results back. though i hafvnt done the exam HAH.
=(
meli
blabbered at 4:32 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
HAH today's a good day to blog! the whole world is aslp early somehow leaving me all alone =(..
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE HAVING PW OP TMR (i mean today)!!
haix. pw op din feel good for me. presentation was okay, but i had the weirdest possible qn for QnA =S.. so thatz like 20% fly away from my whole pw score. but wadever. forget it!! shant talk abt it anm...
PW IS OVER!!
aft that almost the whole class for that session went to thomson plaza to eat bk bfast... aft a while teri, zhihui and i got bored and decided to go fulfil our childhood dream of doing the "latex" thingy muahha... anw we had two hrs to spare b4 the 2nd session pple arrived for lunch =D
and this was our final masterpiece!
and if u cant see, itz MY bomberman sitting on top of zhihui's aeroplane which is flying over teri's castle =D....
but most pple got tired of waiting and went off... (some were prob too malu-ed to stay too =/)
oh HAHAHA i cant believe jon was helping teri do her bimbo castle and haisong was helping zhihui with her PURPLE aeroplane MUAHAHA... and QUITE COINCIDENTALLY i happen to have a VERY GAY pic of the both of them together taken secretly by zhu HAHA!
BUT... the angelic me decided to save them from the embarrassment.... but no worries just ask me or zhu nian to show it on msn HEEHEE :)
and when zhu nian mark and tiong hwee finally came hahaha... we went swensens to eat!!
tt shall be our traditional swensens pic! *aint u proud of us clare?=D*
MY BEAUTIFUL BOMBERMAN
HAHA and my brother is damn damn damn damn damn damn lame i cannot take it hahaha... im really tempted to upload a pic of wad he did but NVM haz...
and ive been trying hard to scrimp and save by staying at home whenever possible... but IM DYING OF BOREDOM! there's nth to do at home except watch tv, come online, read book and stone arnd!! mega ohmans...
and i finally finished tuesdays with morrie. haix sad book. and makes u tink alot abt life =(
and so what's my purpose on earth? i guess to be a small insignificant figure hah.
but nvm. i long decided not to blog abt stuff like tt and im not gonna start again :)... anw itz not like anyone's gonna bother so yeah. wadever.
i guess sch hols are the times where there's the HIGHEST potential to feel all moody and grumpy and whatnot... thatz cos there's nth to do and occupy urself esp now that pw is over so there's not even the thought at the back of ur head of undone pw..
i hope mr fll guy replies :) then at least i'll be working for one day!! thatz ABIT of income instead of none muahaha...
and if i dont start studying soon i can feel myself following my sister's footsteps and i DONT WANNA waste two years for nothing.. smack my stupid brains
anw God creates Miracles! He answers prayers =D!
.raindrops.
ohyes! one last thing:
HAPPY BDAY LULU :)!
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE HAVING PW OP TMR (i mean today)!!
haix. pw op din feel good for me. presentation was okay, but i had the weirdest possible qn for QnA =S.. so thatz like 20% fly away from my whole pw score. but wadever. forget it!! shant talk abt it anm...
PW IS OVER!!
aft that almost the whole class for that session went to thomson plaza to eat bk bfast... aft a while teri, zhihui and i got bored and decided to go fulfil our childhood dream of doing the "latex" thingy muahha... anw we had two hrs to spare b4 the 2nd session pple arrived for lunch =D
and this was our final masterpiece!
and if u cant see, itz MY bomberman sitting on top of zhihui's aeroplane which is flying over teri's castle =D....
but most pple got tired of waiting and went off... (some were prob too malu-ed to stay too =/)
oh HAHAHA i cant believe jon was helping teri do her bimbo castle and haisong was helping zhihui with her PURPLE aeroplane MUAHAHA... and QUITE COINCIDENTALLY i happen to have a VERY GAY pic of the both of them together taken secretly by zhu HAHA!
BUT... the angelic me decided to save them from the embarrassment.... but no worries just ask me or zhu nian to show it on msn HEEHEE :)
and when zhu nian mark and tiong hwee finally came hahaha... we went swensens to eat!!
tt shall be our traditional swensens pic! *aint u proud of us clare?=D*
MY BEAUTIFUL BOMBERMAN
HAHA and my brother is damn damn damn damn damn damn lame i cannot take it hahaha... im really tempted to upload a pic of wad he did but NVM haz...
and ive been trying hard to scrimp and save by staying at home whenever possible... but IM DYING OF BOREDOM! there's nth to do at home except watch tv, come online, read book and stone arnd!! mega ohmans...
and i finally finished tuesdays with morrie. haix sad book. and makes u tink alot abt life =(
and so what's my purpose on earth? i guess to be a small insignificant figure hah.
but nvm. i long decided not to blog abt stuff like tt and im not gonna start again :)... anw itz not like anyone's gonna bother so yeah. wadever.
i guess sch hols are the times where there's the HIGHEST potential to feel all moody and grumpy and whatnot... thatz cos there's nth to do and occupy urself esp now that pw is over so there's not even the thought at the back of ur head of undone pw..
i hope mr fll guy replies :) then at least i'll be working for one day!! thatz ABIT of income instead of none muahaha...
and if i dont start studying soon i can feel myself following my sister's footsteps and i DONT WANNA waste two years for nothing..
anw God creates Miracles! He answers prayers =D!
.raindrops.
ohyes! one last thing:
HAPPY BDAY LULU :)!
meli
blabbered at 1:42 AM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
hahaha i decided to change my template back again...chicken little got quite SIAN to look at aft a while...
OHMANS i had mood to blog just now but then no more mood anm!! i had quite a horrible day but interesting day though hahaha...shall blog abt it tmr =)... hopefully i'll have mood by then if zhu sends me pics haha...
OHMANS i had mood to blog just now but then no more mood anm!! i had quite a horrible day but interesting day though hahaha...shall blog abt it tmr =)... hopefully i'll have mood by then if zhu sends me pics haha...
meli
blabbered at 12:49 AM