MONKEYS in the world UNITE :)

haha this was what michie and i wore on tues:

it wasnt planned! and i wldve thought it was quite cool if it wasnt for the bistro auntie and our fellow colleague who both asked if it was our new uniform like -_- ohmymama! so embarrassing la!

mich and i really have great telepathy this week man mygoodnessme! on mon we ALMOST both wore our white tee but mich decided not to in the end.. then tues we both wore the light blue tee and TODAY we're both wearing red plain tee with white-ish belts haha COOLNESS EH?

woots the last day of work is finally here, and all three of us are in high spirits :).. we spent the morning filing/throwing away miscellanous papers and documents and now our tables are CLEAN and we're all ready to go =D..

we had a false alarm just now HAHAHA it was super funny!! the electricity (except for the lights) got cut off and we thought it was cos it was our last day of work.. then mich and i PANICKED cos we havent cleared the internet history etc and uninstall all the stuff that we've installed hahaha.. then when the electricity supply came back on everyone was laughing at my reaction cos i prob sounded too overexcited HAHA..

anyhow ive been thinking about my slacking plans and brainstorming on things that i wanna do and attend.. hmm like more dance classes? or yoga? or pilates? or learning DRUMS :)? or finally learning to play the guitar? or start driving lessons? and i wanna start exercising! i shall go swimming and shun bian suntan on a regular basis during this slacking and bumming period =D..

i dont know if i wanna find another job though.. i wont mind doing voluntary work for the next two months, as in really help the needy instead all the other CIP stuff i used to do like selling flags and stuff.. but i dont know where to start searching haha..

hmmm havent decided if i wanna go china with miaowy and her parents in may.. and i havent asked my parents (i think cat wants to kill me for taking so long just to ASK my parents for permission haha)

and i wanna go to a cheapo country to SHOPSHOPSHOP! either msia or thailand? so exciting :)..

ohyes! i have set a new personal goal :)..

yuppies! i am going to set aside some time EVERYDAY to stretch very very hard.. hai to be able to do that ive to be much more flexible than ive ever been BUT I REALLY WANNA DO IT! having a goal in your life suddenly makes life more interesting haha.. and btw if u didnt notice, his leg is TURNED OUT la ahhhhh thatz my MISTER IDOL :)!!!!! also known as newsecretdreamguy :)..

hmm anyhow the smu interview was just.... weird. i dont know how else to describe it! it's so weird that i cant even tell whether i did well, or screwed it up, or said the right things, or WHATEVER! hai whateverly la i shall leave it to fate haha :).. but the holding room is realllly scary NOT KIDDING!! it was SO QUIET i didnt even dare take deep breaths =X..

btw im going to get my FAVOURITE TEE OF ALL TIME later!!!! plus my NIKE DUNKS wheehehee =D..

k la i shall stop blogging alr.. i wanted to talk about penitential service but ahh wells nvm.. im going to do a massive cleaning of this company computer HEHE so hastalavistah baebeh!!

meli blabbered at 3:18 PM

hmph! -takesadeepbreath- i shall attempt to re-type everything which i blogged yest, and let's hope blogger doesnt chew and gobble this entry up -_-..

i havent blogged for ten million years! but it really isnt my fault cos every alternate day during work i get all excited and hyped up to blog, but when i eventually sign onto this window, my mind goes blank so i end up signing out w/o typing anything haha..

this isnt much to blog about anw.. the monotony of every passing week is ironically zapping me of all my energy and enthusiam to do anything! the lack of passion and excitement to do anything is actually quite scary =X..

woots anyhow there was class outing on wed :)!! but there werent many pple cos of slight miscommunication and half of the pple thought it was cancelled but nevertheless it was quite a good catch-up session! haha at least the guys werent JUST talking about army life :).. and we are such cheapo bananas cos we went to take so much free candy floss at newyork newyork haha..

that's my DIY candy floss and yo man it's the BIGGEST :)!!

u know im going to be very sad if all the pple who have places in overseas unis all eventually go there =(.. like if lover disappears to UK, then snail and jeljel both disappear to US.. that'll be like one less group i can meet up with! i mean although i'll be able to get free lodging when i go visit them BUT WHAT ARE THE CHANCES MAN! im going to miss them very much-ly =(..

and MISS ZHUZHU!! why didnt u go for class outing u horrible monster! haha.. and we really cant apply to work at mediacorp as sweeping aunties anm ah =(? haii but dont care we still must find one of these days to camp at mediacorp kays! NO PANGSEH-ING!

OH and btw i have a new secret ~~eyecandy~~ dreamguy! HAHAHA.. and he shall temporarily take over the place of elvinng till he appears in a new drama serial.. but newsecretdreamguy is not shuai la.. he can just dance veryveryveryveryvery well :).. VERY MESMERISING :):):)..

anyhow MOVING ON, I END WORK THIS WEEK!!!!!!!! like wheeeee :).. i am finally FREE though freedom = staying at home being a bum but STILL?? at least i get to do what i WANT and i dont have to drag myself out of bed every morn =D..

and am i the only idiot on earth who is happy to be granted an smu interview? when the girl called me yest aftnn i was so relieved la! but now im scared and dont know what to expect =X.. what if they ask some random profound question??? i ~~currently~~ dont have sufficient brain cells to handle such cheemo stuff =X!!!

(not that i confirm wanna study in smu, but im just glad that im given a chance rather than being cut off immediately u know u know??)

this is going to sound so retarded but I FELT FIT YESTERDAY :)! i think i did well for ballet and i feel a sense of accomplishment haha.. i havent actually put in my full effort to control my leg and jump as high and as perfectly as possible for a long LONG time but it felt good! and there was another new guy in class again -_-.. very soon we're going to have an unisex class HOW WEIRD IS THAT LA! ~~though i most definitely wont mind if dreamguy actually came for class HEHE!~~

oh yes and i found MY FAVOURITE TEE OF ALL TIME! omgomg it's a paul frank sleeveless tee and it's so "MELI" okay! that's what everyone is going to say when they see the shirt hahaha.. i havent bought it yet though cos they didnt exactly have my size but NO WORRIES! soon the tee will be mine.. ALL MINE :)!!!

hmm i think it's high time i get a new pair of sneakers and since i havent bought anything major for about the past month, this calls for a shopping spree celebration!! HAHA! im still undecided about the red and white pair of nike dunks cos of the horrible looking curtain-like roses pattern at the front =X... but it looks cool overall i like it very much :)..

anw im considering going on hiatus cos blogging is such a boring chore now haha.. but maybe if i have a new template then i'll get excited to blog again!!
(and thats a BIG MEGA FAT HINT if someone didnt realise hahaha)

actually ive been thinking quite abit during the past week.. but im not going to blurt out everything for all you random pple out there reading this haha.. hmm and i kinda told aaron the gist of it yest so i dun feel like repeating it all over again..

ahh wells. i think i should learn to accept things for the way they are and stop expecting that things to be the way i want to be. and anyhow at the end of the day im still happy, im still surviving :). i dunno how long i can let it last like that before giving up though.

but it's okay! cos at the end of the day there's still pple around me who matter and whom i know i can always turn to =)..

u know what? FOR NOW im quite excited to enter uni :).. i think it'll put a stop to my current monotonous life, but there's still the looming thought that i'll start to distance away from all my darling babes and i dont want that to happen =(!

and last but not least, this new phone screensaver cheers me up :)!

doesnt it just make you happier =D?

meli blabbered at 1:37 AM

I AM VERY SAD LIKE DAMMIT MY WHOLE ENTRY THAT I JUST SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT WRITING IS GONE. JUST LIKE THAT.

DAMN BLOGGER.

DAMMIT DAMMIT.

ROAR ROAR.

meli blabbered at 2:53 AM

k la time to face up to reality haha...

in conclusion, my results werent great and it didnt match up to 85% of the school's population, but to console myself at least i managed to stay within the percentages announced by misterhodge for all my subjects haha..

yep and i dont wanna talk about it anm cos brooding over it will always leave me stuck in the "if only i did things in a different way" mood and i'll never be able to snap out of it hah! hence please dont ask/talk to me about it anm thankyouverymuch :)..

hai and we lost the bet with misterloke so we're going to have to eat half a cheesecake each like omg!! and he doesnt look like he's planning to show any mercy BOOHOOHOO =(.. so far he's the one and only one who told me that my results are disappointing, and that comment somehow actually made me feel loads better :)..

and specially to a certain group of people out there: IM OKAY :)! things seemed to get abit blown out of proportion aft a particular random email got sent out haha..

now that the whole 'results saga' has more or less blown over, the whole university thingthing suddenly feels very real =X.. soon changi airport will become my new hangout place as i start sending pple off haha =(..

(k that was exaggeration la hahahahaha)

and to every other jc student who has procrastinated sourcing for the uni course of their choice till now: HIGH FIVE MAN =D! but im proud to say that ive more or less decided on the various courses that i will be applying in each uni hehe.. im just not sure of the priority of these choices and whether theyre practical and suitable, shall checkitout and ask arnd during the open houses this wkend :)..

but based on what ive been considering so far, the most ironic thing is that aft telling everyone very confidently that im only looking at nus and smu for the past two years, im suddenly quite attracted to what ntu has to offer hahaha! for eg, ntubusiness seems more appealing than the rest now cos of the tourism & hospitality management specialisation :)..

though honestly, deep down inside, im somehow still slightly biased against ntu I HAVE NO IDEA WHY! and i refuseeeeee to give up my room so easily hmph >.< ! i know my mum just has this sneaky plan to throw my bro out of her room to mine once im gone hahaha! hostel life will expose me to a whole new world though.. YEAH BAEBEH quite exciting :)!! esp if i really get to share a room with michiefishie it'll be sooooooo cool! but i MUSTMUSTMUST have a personal toilet and the maid who cleans the toilet for us, just like elaine's hostel hehehe =P.. i admit: im a pampered monster HAHAHA!

and HAI im totally not looking forward to the interviews and selection tests that im potentially going to have to go for =(.. not to mention the omg-ly smu application essay!! I HAVENT WRITTEN ANYTHING REMOTELY SIMILAR TO AN ESSAY FOR I-DUNNO-HOW-LONG! i cant imagine picking up a pen writing about current affairs or even "praising myself" for that matter.. crapcrapcrap! not to mention having to summarise all the best three achievements, plus getting ready resumes, personal statements etcetcetc, and preparing for the interview itself! i dont like i dont like i dont like i dont like!!!!

erm ya.. haha enough of all these uni rantings la.. but other than this i dunno what else to blog about cos that's like the mainMAIN thing that ive been thinking about, other than watching my ten thousand and one tv shows =D..

SPEAKING OF WHICH im damn sad cos "happily ever after" has ended =(.. though i know that the show is veryvery stupid but STILL that's the end of gushing over elvin ng every night!! FOR NOW at least :) cos he's featured in the upcoming 80-episode serial WHEEHEEHEE!!

and the ending of hana kimi SUCKS LIKE SHIT omg -_-!! after catching up on the show so regularly like an avid fan despite the horrible quality on youtube, THEY GAVE SUCH A SAI ENDING irollmyeyes!! the super random and lame hokkien jokes were DAMN FUNNY though it was totally spoilmood-ish hahaha..

btw im currently working on the second crossstitch that ive ever done in my life hahaha.. this time for another couple - my mum and dad haha.. it's their 25th wedding anniversary today :)!! and i havent completed the crossstitch =X.. but NOT MY FAULT i just bought it yest la and one measly tiny flower alone alr has so many different colour shades -_-.. im sacrificing my precious neopets time in the office to do the crossstitch la who's proud of me HAHAHA..

omg it's alr 1.39am! im going to be damn reluctant to pull myself out of bed tomorrow morn I CAN ALR IMAGINE.. i really admire all the working adults who go to work every day so early w/o fail man! ive only worked for 2.5months and now EVERY SINGLE DAY i dread going to work, even though i know that all i'll be doing in the office is play neopets -_-..

p/s: CNY HAS COME AND GONE! hahaha and i really dont like/am sick of this template alr! babebabebabe u know im referring to youyouyou :)!!!!!!! HAHA!

meli blabbered at 11:59 PM