Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i think i have a knack of wrigggggling out of work temporarily haha..
somehow in the end everything fits in place nicely, and i finish all the compulsory assignments on time :).. i hope it stays like that forever!
today was my last salsa beg class, and intermediate will be in dec so i guess i cant join that =X.. by the time next term comes i bet i'll have forgotten all the salsa moves alr hehehe.. nvm at least there's still the salsa social thing in sch next thur haha.. hope i wont be extra =X..
hmm i cant rem what has happened in my life alr, im just getting past each day trying to be productive, but fail, then when deadlines come, i panic and get down to work, manage to hand it in in time, and then the whole cycle continues hahaha so noob!
i think quite a lot of pple owe me photos, just that i cant rem who! and i realised that i dont have ANY photo of the ftb group at all when i was doing my desktop collage that day =(..
project oracle (ocip to chiang mai) stayover faci session in sch was quite fun, and slack la (with the exception of the three needle injections on one arm -_-).. pple there are friendly and at least now i know everyone's names! yay! i predict that i'll have fun there, please just spare me from the hospital and i'll be a happy goober! im glad that fidelis and cat are going with me =DD..
ive gone for LISS for two sessions alr.. i secretly feel like im there for the wrong reasons but im not gonna say why cos it's too warped and embarrassing a reason hee.. anw there have only been talks so far, i hope they wont have praying over or whatever, i scared =X..
i think my weekends are quite horrible nowadays, i dont like!
and im gg shopping with mich on friday!! yippee yay! new clothes plus sth to wear for joyandgreg's wedding =D! krystle and meowmeow wanna go too??? haha i always keep forgetting to ask yall hehe..
recently ive been feeling that im very very blessed for many reasons that i cant keep track anm haha.. i hope it stays like that forever, even though im sucha horrible unholy pokpok i still hope that God still blesses me with a smoothsailing life all my life :)..
i dont know why my blog entry is so disjointed.. i think it's the aftereffects of writing AS essay and essay critiques -_-.. at least tmr's group mtg is cancelled phew!
goodnights! i wonder when will be the next time i blog haha!
somehow in the end everything fits in place nicely, and i finish all the compulsory assignments on time :).. i hope it stays like that forever!
today was my last salsa beg class, and intermediate will be in dec so i guess i cant join that =X.. by the time next term comes i bet i'll have forgotten all the salsa moves alr hehehe.. nvm at least there's still the salsa social thing in sch next thur haha.. hope i wont be extra =X..
hmm i cant rem what has happened in my life alr, im just getting past each day trying to be productive, but fail, then when deadlines come, i panic and get down to work, manage to hand it in in time, and then the whole cycle continues hahaha so noob!
i think quite a lot of pple owe me photos, just that i cant rem who! and i realised that i dont have ANY photo of the ftb group at all when i was doing my desktop collage that day =(..
project oracle (ocip to chiang mai) stayover faci session in sch was quite fun, and slack la (with the exception of the three needle injections on one arm -_-).. pple there are friendly and at least now i know everyone's names! yay! i predict that i'll have fun there, please just spare me from the hospital and i'll be a happy goober! im glad that fidelis and cat are going with me =DD..
ive gone for LISS for two sessions alr.. i secretly feel like im there for the wrong reasons but im not gonna say why cos it's too warped and embarrassing a reason hee.. anw there have only been talks so far, i hope they wont have praying over or whatever, i scared =X..
i think my weekends are quite horrible nowadays, i dont like!
and im gg shopping with mich on friday!! yippee yay! new clothes plus sth to wear for joyandgreg's wedding =D! krystle and meowmeow wanna go too??? haha i always keep forgetting to ask yall hehe..
recently ive been feeling that im very very blessed for many reasons that i cant keep track anm haha.. i hope it stays like that forever, even though im sucha horrible unholy pokpok i still hope that God still blesses me with a smoothsailing life all my life :)..
i dont know why my blog entry is so disjointed.. i think it's the aftereffects of writing AS essay and essay critiques -_-.. at least tmr's group mtg is cancelled phew!
goodnights! i wonder when will be the next time i blog haha!
meli
blabbered at 1:00 AM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
let's start with happy news :)..
i think CREATIVE THINKING ended with a big bang yest WHEEE~.. we were even featured on Singapore Tonight on CNA =DD (and i spotted my toot self on tv though i was quite far away hehehe)!!
i wish there were photos, but noone has sent me any =(.. the thirty mannequins looked retarded to the max, with wannabe-kiddy hairstyles, coupled with pale makeup and a huge black cross painted over our mouths, but i felt happy doing it!!!!!
we were all supposed to bring a toy to hold during our exhibition, and everyone (esp the guys -_-) fell in love with my white tiger power ranger toy (it's mine okay not my brother's!) which could transform from the white tiger to a megazord =D! IM THE BEST! i transformed it in 12secs! i beat the guys flat woohoo hehehe!
and i feel sucha great sense of achievement that we managed to pull it off.. NONE of the mannequins laughed during the time we were being examined! somehow everything just felt so successful, from getting more than the target number of signatures in the online petition, to raising awareness of child prostitution in smu, to EVERYTHING! it just feels GREAT :)!
the best part was how well the class bonded tog, esp on thur and fri! i dont know if it's a "night" thing, but i just felt so high, and everyone talked to pple that they never did in class.. there wasnt any form of competitiveness, cos ultimately everyone was gg to get the same grade, BUT the best part was that most pple still just put in their best effort in their respective roles..
welfare best la! everyday make drinks for us, then ordered chicken rice for us, then neverending supply of biscuits awww so sweet la i felt the lurveee man :)..
thur night was the best HAHA! we were all mad!
RETARDED CASE #1.
allen, kervin, big boss versus joyce, grace, me and creativedirector: arguing over which font was more rounded, pointed, whatever, and more suited for the font for our price tag! (MUAHAHA THE GIRLS WON!)
RETARDED CASE #2.
the construction paper had the exact 5 colours that we needed, and it was called "creative paper". HOW APT (not funny joyce -_- hahaha)
RETARDED CASE #3.
shaun suddenly popping out wearing a damn tight yellow tshirt.. WAHAHAHA it was a damnnn funny sight, he looked like oversized superman WAHAHAHA!!
RETARDED CASE #4 - THE ULTIMATE:
it's a longgg story, but you have no idea how hard it is to print+photocopy colour-coded price tags at night, cos all the school printers/photocopiers are PADLOCKED -_-! wahlao they think smu students kiam siap will go steal all the papers isit!!!
anw we tried the library cannot, then we walked to a random printing room in SOB, and by luck we found a PHOTOCOPIER with no padlock!! omgomg and from then on, it triggered my bimbotic symptoms WAHAHA! in short, ralph became the Hero of the Day, allen talks alot of crap, kervin was thorougly amused, grace joyce and i were normal yay :).. HAHAHA! i really really had alot of fun during this short "excursion", laughed like MAD i tell you!
and then, when we got back, we realised we printed one pricetag short for every colour -_-.. haha felt so cheated and loserly aft that hahaha..
RETARDED CASE #5:
in the mrt with grace and philip. grace couldnt stop laughing and malu-ing herself. according to her, she burst out laughing again when thinking about it while bathing HAHAHA.. she's so cute la! and wahwah never judge a book by its cover! philip is omg-ly lame and highly amusing HAHA!
probably for the first time in smu, i experienced the warm and homely feeling!! though i know that all this is prob temporary since CT is officially over (pheww yay three day week baebeh!), it's still a good feeling :).. haha it's just so ironic that we only start acknowledging each other's presence when we bump into each other along smu after SEVEN WKS, even CT is over -_-..
i was in the most enthu CT group this sem, but im proud of us! im glad for the three TUAH TAOS that we nominated, im glad for the fantastic writers, im glad for the saigang warriors (us!), im glad for the front house pple, im glad for the welfare pple whee! WE DESERVED THE 28/30 YEAH GOOOOOOO ANTI-CHILD PROSTITUTION =DD!!
i had stats mid-terms this morn at 830, and yet i still happily didnt have a strong enough determination to go home instead of supper with tracy, patrick, terence and vincent yest night -_-.. but haha nvm la, got free ride home hehehe.. and luckily stats wasnt TOOO bad la pheww..
***
now for sad news =(..
at the end of ballet class today, my first ever ballet teacher told us that aft much consideration, they decided to stop our ballet class forever. i mean it's super sudden and random la, like aft a freaking 12.5 years, THERE IS SUDDENLY NO MORE BALLET. no more familiar friends that ive been seeing (though not close close but STILL) since pri 1, no more familiar environment, etc. i feel so weird! like somehow it hasnt fully sunk in yet..
ya obviously she gave us a few alternatives, none of which included giving up ballet totally haha, esp since we're merely ONE cert away from being certified to teach (though im half tempted to stopp =X)!
one of the main suggestions was that we go learn under a pro teacher at crestar thomson plaza.. it ensures that we will be able to take exams next march, but that requires super alot of commitment and discipline.. twice a wk on sat aftnns + mon nights, and if you happen to skip any practice, you MUST go for extra lesson on friday nights =X.. the classes are DAMN ex compared to my current fees though! it's $200 for 11 lessons omg sheesh..
i never realised how much ballet became so integrated into my life.. all along it's just been there, it has become so routine that i never took much notice of it, but now that they wanna stop class, it just feels as though something is missing.. something which ive been attending for so so long!
i dunno how la =(.. ive been happily in my comfort zone, and now youre asking me to step into a whole new class, with mostly sec sch kids?? and with a totally new teacher too! freak! im too old for all this re-adapting la hello!
but i feel accused at the same time. you know what were one of the reasons for stopping? cos the attendance in general has been dismal. and my name was singled out for skipping regularly. WAHLAO HELLO i admit, i do that for indancity, BUT I DONT DO THAT FOR BALLET! unless there's convoc or whatever stuff on sats, i attend class! i dont even skip when im raining anm! wth..
and my young ballet teacher said that while they were discussing in detail during the wk, my old ballet teacher mentioned me alot of times.. and the gist is that for the past ten years, ive been a good ballerina, but with a lazy bug -_-.. dammit! aft so long, now then i realised that ive been living in delusion.. just feels kinda hurting la.
it's so hard to please ballet teachers.. on one hand, they want you to turn out, keep everything in place, control, keep arms relaxed and graceful; on the other hand, they expect you to lift your leg to your max height possible.. hello, these two things DO NOT go in tandem! haiya! sounds sore loser-ish and boastful, but it doesnt mean that if i CAN lift my leg till that height, i can HOLD IT THERE and turn it out right.. whatthesmellybackside la!
grrr. im hurt. and i dunno whether i wanna go crestar. but deep down in my heart, i think i should just chiong till march.. then i'll be a certified teacher and teach cat's, krystle's, vera's and mich's future kids! I HAVENT FORGOTTEN OUR ARC ROOM ADHOC BALLET CLASS hehehe :))..
but if im attending crestar, that would prob mean giving up indancity, at least till march.. i cannot take 4 days of dance a wk thankyouverymuch.. not forgetting that closer to the exam dates, crestar conducts ballet classes FIVE TIMES A WK omg -_-.. anw since im gg chiang mai for so long in dec, i dont think i'll be able to perform for arts fest in jan.. so ohwells, shall talk to them tmr..
***
it's recess week this week yay! but I THINK i have alot of individual assignments to do HAHA havent thought about it yet =$.. at least i dont need to go to school on most days, I THINK.
and this is awfully random, but im starting to not be able to figure out whether people are joking or not.. and it kinda sucks when almost everyone is suaning you, and you cant tell whether some of them are being serious or not.. so pple can honestly be quite hurting sometimes..
BREATHE. tomorrow will be a better day :).
i think CREATIVE THINKING ended with a big bang yest WHEEE~.. we were even featured on Singapore Tonight on CNA =DD (and i spotted my toot self on tv though i was quite far away hehehe)!!
i wish there were photos, but noone has sent me any =(.. the thirty mannequins looked retarded to the max, with wannabe-kiddy hairstyles, coupled with pale makeup and a huge black cross painted over our mouths, but i felt happy doing it!!!!!
we were all supposed to bring a toy to hold during our exhibition, and everyone (esp the guys -_-) fell in love with my white tiger power ranger toy (it's mine okay not my brother's!) which could transform from the white tiger to a megazord =D! IM THE BEST! i transformed it in 12secs! i beat the guys flat woohoo hehehe!
and i feel sucha great sense of achievement that we managed to pull it off.. NONE of the mannequins laughed during the time we were being examined! somehow everything just felt so successful, from getting more than the target number of signatures in the online petition, to raising awareness of child prostitution in smu, to EVERYTHING! it just feels GREAT :)!
the best part was how well the class bonded tog, esp on thur and fri! i dont know if it's a "night" thing, but i just felt so high, and everyone talked to pple that they never did in class.. there wasnt any form of competitiveness, cos ultimately everyone was gg to get the same grade, BUT the best part was that most pple still just put in their best effort in their respective roles..
welfare best la! everyday make drinks for us, then ordered chicken rice for us, then neverending supply of biscuits awww so sweet la i felt the lurveee man :)..
thur night was the best HAHA! we were all mad!
RETARDED CASE #1.
allen, kervin, big boss versus joyce, grace, me and creativedirector: arguing over which font was more rounded, pointed, whatever, and more suited for the font for our price tag! (MUAHAHA THE GIRLS WON!)
RETARDED CASE #2.
the construction paper had the exact 5 colours that we needed, and it was called "creative paper". HOW APT (not funny joyce -_- hahaha)
RETARDED CASE #3.
shaun suddenly popping out wearing a damn tight yellow tshirt.. WAHAHAHA it was a damnnn funny sight, he looked like oversized superman WAHAHAHA!!
RETARDED CASE #4 - THE ULTIMATE:
it's a longgg story, but you have no idea how hard it is to print+photocopy colour-coded price tags at night, cos all the school printers/photocopiers are PADLOCKED -_-! wahlao they think smu students kiam siap will go steal all the papers isit!!!
anw we tried the library cannot, then we walked to a random printing room in SOB, and by luck we found a PHOTOCOPIER with no padlock!! omgomg and from then on, it triggered my bimbotic symptoms WAHAHA! in short, ralph became the Hero of the Day, allen talks alot of crap, kervin was thorougly amused, grace joyce and i were normal yay :).. HAHAHA! i really really had alot of fun during this short "excursion", laughed like MAD i tell you!
and then, when we got back, we realised we printed one pricetag short for every colour -_-.. haha felt so cheated and loserly aft that hahaha..
RETARDED CASE #5:
in the mrt with grace and philip. grace couldnt stop laughing and malu-ing herself. according to her, she burst out laughing again when thinking about it while bathing HAHAHA.. she's so cute la! and wahwah never judge a book by its cover! philip is omg-ly lame and highly amusing HAHA!
probably for the first time in smu, i experienced the warm and homely feeling!! though i know that all this is prob temporary since CT is officially over (pheww yay three day week baebeh!), it's still a good feeling :).. haha it's just so ironic that we only start acknowledging each other's presence when we bump into each other along smu after SEVEN WKS, even CT is over -_-..
i was in the most enthu CT group this sem, but im proud of us! im glad for the three TUAH TAOS that we nominated, im glad for the fantastic writers, im glad for the saigang warriors (us!), im glad for the front house pple, im glad for the welfare pple whee! WE DESERVED THE 28/30 YEAH GOOOOOOO ANTI-CHILD PROSTITUTION =DD!!
i had stats mid-terms this morn at 830, and yet i still happily didnt have a strong enough determination to go home instead of supper with tracy, patrick, terence and vincent yest night -_-.. but haha nvm la, got free ride home hehehe.. and luckily stats wasnt TOOO bad la pheww..
***
now for sad news =(..
at the end of ballet class today, my first ever ballet teacher told us that aft much consideration, they decided to stop our ballet class forever. i mean it's super sudden and random la, like aft a freaking 12.5 years, THERE IS SUDDENLY NO MORE BALLET. no more familiar friends that ive been seeing (though not close close but STILL) since pri 1, no more familiar environment, etc. i feel so weird! like somehow it hasnt fully sunk in yet..
ya obviously she gave us a few alternatives, none of which included giving up ballet totally haha, esp since we're merely ONE cert away from being certified to teach (though im half tempted to stopp =X)!
one of the main suggestions was that we go learn under a pro teacher at crestar thomson plaza.. it ensures that we will be able to take exams next march, but that requires super alot of commitment and discipline.. twice a wk on sat aftnns + mon nights, and if you happen to skip any practice, you MUST go for extra lesson on friday nights =X.. the classes are DAMN ex compared to my current fees though! it's $200 for 11 lessons omg sheesh..
i never realised how much ballet became so integrated into my life.. all along it's just been there, it has become so routine that i never took much notice of it, but now that they wanna stop class, it just feels as though something is missing.. something which ive been attending for so so long!
i dunno how la =(.. ive been happily in my comfort zone, and now youre asking me to step into a whole new class, with mostly sec sch kids?? and with a totally new teacher too! freak! im too old for all this re-adapting la hello!
but i feel accused at the same time. you know what were one of the reasons for stopping? cos the attendance in general has been dismal. and my name was singled out for skipping regularly. WAHLAO HELLO i admit, i do that for indancity, BUT I DONT DO THAT FOR BALLET! unless there's convoc or whatever stuff on sats, i attend class! i dont even skip when im raining anm! wth..
and my young ballet teacher said that while they were discussing in detail during the wk, my old ballet teacher mentioned me alot of times.. and the gist is that for the past ten years, ive been a good ballerina, but with a lazy bug -_-.. dammit! aft so long, now then i realised that ive been living in delusion.. just feels kinda hurting la.
it's so hard to please ballet teachers.. on one hand, they want you to turn out, keep everything in place, control, keep arms relaxed and graceful; on the other hand, they expect you to lift your leg to your max height possible.. hello, these two things DO NOT go in tandem! haiya! sounds sore loser-ish and boastful, but it doesnt mean that if i CAN lift my leg till that height, i can HOLD IT THERE and turn it out right.. whatthesmellybackside la!
grrr. im hurt. and i dunno whether i wanna go crestar. but deep down in my heart, i think i should just chiong till march.. then i'll be a certified teacher and teach cat's, krystle's, vera's and mich's future kids! I HAVENT FORGOTTEN OUR ARC ROOM ADHOC BALLET CLASS hehehe :))..
but if im attending crestar, that would prob mean giving up indancity, at least till march.. i cannot take 4 days of dance a wk thankyouverymuch.. not forgetting that closer to the exam dates, crestar conducts ballet classes FIVE TIMES A WK omg -_-.. anw since im gg chiang mai for so long in dec, i dont think i'll be able to perform for arts fest in jan.. so ohwells, shall talk to them tmr..
***
it's recess week this week yay! but I THINK i have alot of individual assignments to do HAHA havent thought about it yet =$.. at least i dont need to go to school on most days, I THINK.
and this is awfully random, but im starting to not be able to figure out whether people are joking or not.. and it kinda sucks when almost everyone is suaning you, and you cant tell whether some of them are being serious or not.. so pple can honestly be quite hurting sometimes..
BREATHE. tomorrow will be a better day :).
meli
blabbered at 11:59 PM