Tuesday, November 28, 2006
no la actually it was last wed.. DO U KNOW WHO I SAW???
omgomg. JOAKIM GOMEZ! at j8 :)... but GUESS WHAT? both mich and i had laopokpok phones with no camera and she didnt bring her camera -_- (which reminds me, DAMN THE TMD PERSON who stole mich's sony phone hmph YOU COST ME MY PHOTOS!)
but nvm. i decided that IT WAS NOT WORTH IT to take photo since he was so unglamly dressed in shirt and berms and his hair so short... NOT HIS SHUAI-EST moment HAHAHAHA (self-consolation)..
and THEN. i saw ADRIANO at far east!! OMG he was STANDING NEXT TO ME LA PLS! and i really wanted to take photo with him =(.. FREAK.
there you have it. another TWO PEOPLE on my "to take photo with" list... sigh sigh sigh such a terrible feeling when u FINALLY bump into them but cant take photo in the end -_-...
AND MICH THINKS SHE'S VERY COOL I AM GOING TO SLAUGHTER HER!
chelle ت says:
oops meli dont kill me but i told mr tan abt you see-ing adriano and how sad u were tt we didnt have a cam
chelle ت says:
HAHAHAHAAHHA
chelle ت says:
HEEHAWHEEHAW
-_- thanks a million babe!! NOW NO FACE to meet him for whatever arc exco gatherings alr la ohmymama!!
and for that i now take my revenge!
my turn: HAHAHAHA HEEHAWHEEHAW HAHAHAHAHA HEEHAWHEEHAW!! =D
and NO! im not going to take it down no matter what u say! hmph!! hahahaha...
yupyup! and mich and i should go out on one-on-one dates more often! each time we meet stars whee we share such great fate and chemistry HAHA :)!!
hmm today was harry potter day! i spent the whole day re-watching goblet of fire re-reading order of the phoenix at the same time haha :)..
my mum's da shou bday is tmr YAY so exciting happy birthday mummy =D!! we (sis, bro and me) bought her a zen neeon! so now im slowly ripping all her christian songs into my comp so i can give a FILLED mp3 player tmr :)..
u know I AM VERY EXCITED FOR THURS but i cant tell you why yet :)... it was postponed and it's HAPPENING THIS THURS! ~wheee
btwbtw my dad asked me to plan the itinary for our us trip -_-... anyone can recommend me places of interest at LA, san francisco and lake tahore? PLEASE TELL ME ASAP..
and yest was a TERRIBLE day.. other than it being funeral day the whole day started off BADLY.. ive nv felt so wei qu before and i think it's the first time i teared for something like that =X
Saturday, November 25, 2006
okay mich i know DONT SNORT AT IT at least it earned him the $30 voucher and the permission to play on my computer when im not using it haha.. and im in love with his coconut tree sketchings haha!
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it makes me wonder what it's going to be like losing someone that im really really close to emotionally. and how will i react to it.
IT'S JUST A THOUGHT and something that i hope i will NEVER experience.
for one i definitely wont be bringing my harry potter book just in case i get bored. and i wont be loading new songs and charging my mp3 player just before leaving the house.
i wonder if my grandpa's putting on a brave front. he's a strong guy for his age and i admire him :)!! (he walks faster than me la ohmymama)
and my oldest cousin is really doing a fantastic job taking on the role of the man-in-charge in his family i admire him too for that :)..
lastly im sorry for being the spoiler. after all the smses and slping time sacrificed. really really sorry.. shall tell you more abt it another day when i can hahs.
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Love Me - Colin Raye
I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
God Bless You.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
and i love it so so so so much! ahhh singletsinglet!! the guy soooo hot (esp when he comes out and dances in singlets HAHA) =D!! it'll be so so so so so so so cool to have someone to throw u arnd like that dont u think? WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW. u wont regret it and u will see why i like him (and the show) so so so much.. ahhhhh!!
(**vivocity pales in comparison to the show itself HAHA)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
COS I AM FINALLY FREE. LIBERATED. BIRD WITH CAGE DOOR OPEN. EVERYTHING ELSE SIGNIFYING FREEDOM!
phew. ive waited for 12 yrs for this! i no longer need to measure opportunity cost before gg out, feeling guilty aft gg out, bring all my notes out to the sofa in front of the tv, always carry pieces of notes with me when i go out to ease my guilt etcetcetc u get my idea haha..
but seriously aft exams ended i havent actually sat down, reflected and let it all sink in that alevels are over.. so maybe that's why the INTENSITY of happiness is not as great as i expected it to be? and also cos i dont have the financial means to really do and buy everything that i have planned =(..
so i have to look for a parttime job and then half my freedom is gone with the wind (though for now ANYTHING beats intensive mugging for a whole three weeks haha)... any lobang anyone? haha so far my parents' rcia friend asked if i wanted to work at his company aft alevels HEHE :) and my neighbour asked if i wanna give tuition HA-HA-HA! and arthur if u read this please rem to send me the number of that company pls thanks =D..
AND I WANNA DYE MY HAIR WHEE~ i have concluded that though it will require quite a significant portion of my piggy bank money i guess itz better that i dye now when i still have student discount for hair colouring HAHA :)... SO WHO WANTS TO DYE HAIR TOO?
i wanna streak it like that!! VERY AH LIAN MEH HUHHUHHUH light brown highlights HMPH pokpok mich and zhihui think itz very lian-ish =X... AS IF PURPLE HIGHLIGHTS ARE NOT LIKE THAT!! but then i scared my hair quality become like scarecrow howhowhow?
i think i'll still dye it in the end la... but someone must recommend cheap hairdressers and pei me to go dye hehe :)..
ohyes. SOMETHING VERY DEVASTATING HAPPENED YEST. VERY VERY TERRIBLE. when i was at bugis walking arnd i met a whole group of stars at some roadshow! there were the campus superstars, project superstars season 1, superhosts, and MI LU BING!
SAMUEL FROM MI LU BING WAS JUST LESS THAN 2 METRES AWAY FROM ME LA! u can ask mich i told her i was gg to melt HAHA i think hez very cute :)... and he happens to be one of the pple on my "to take photo with" list.. AND I HAD THE GREATEST OPPORTUNITY to walk up and ask for a photo... BUT i didnt =(... freak freak freak. cos there was a video camera and i didnt wanna be caught on tv IN MY SCH UNIFORM quite weird la!
hai i think this can go down as one of the regrets in my life. SOB. SOB. SOB.
anw im quite happy cos my ballet teacher finally gave me a worthy praise since a VERY VERY long time :)... she said i was the fittest in my class cos im the only person who did our punishment of 20 situps on the hard floor without slowing down or showed signs of strain hehe!
but err then again itz only 20 situps la -_- HAHA! i wanna start doing my situps every night again!! TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL FIT HEHE! the last time i did it as a daily thing i did 75situps nonstop on the bed haha COOL RIGHT :) though stomach muscles feel quite achy aft tt but STILL QUITE GOOD FEELING u know u know??
if tmr i decide not to go for dinner with the FIRE group families i'll finally have time to stay at home and stone.. maybe i can get started thinking what course i wanna do in uni and my future job... sighhh another life decision ROAR the jc one was quite bad enough this is going to be WORSE la!
k la i very sehh alr.. brain very dysfunctional... goodnight GOOD MORNING then will blog again soon!!
p/s : good luck to all the bio and s paper smarties!! IT WILL ALL BE OVER BY THIS WEEK add oil add oil :)!!! and my entry really had no intention of rubbing it in haha..
Friday, November 17, 2006
NOW LOOK AT THE TIME.
EVERYONE WHO READS THIS NOW PICK UP YOUR PHONE AND ADD A REMINDER:
"congratulate meli for surviving and completing the alevel exams!"
i'll be awaiting all your msgs on this day at this time!
hahahaha :)
SAY SAY SAY YAPHOOOOO YABADABADOOOOOO!!
=D
Thursday, November 16, 2006
though NONE of the papers during these three days actually had a feel-good feeling... even when i thot that the chem paper was just OKAY the whole world thought it was DAMN EASY.. where does that leave me? now i think i wont emerge victorious on the borderline CHANCES ARE SLIM MAN!! and all in all the physics papers have been SAI VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TERRIBLE =X
ahh im physically mentally and emotionally drained esp from all the "oh-noing" aft all the papers.. SOBSOB =(..
AT LEAST IT'S OVER. on the bright side, i end on fri and i have the whole of tmr (today) to slowly complete my chem mcq marathon haha..
aft surfing for quite long the whole night i really miss ij so much.. all past schoolmates seemed to have changed so much and went on to different paths in their lives =(... sometimes when you're bored (though im not supposed to be now-_-) friendster is a very good place to see how acquaintances are getting on in their life..
and the heartwarming thing is almost everyone still keeps in close contact with ij friends even till now :)... yay ij rocks!
u know recently ive been having vivid dreams about pple that i once knew being linked to my current life now and it's quite scary... i have no idea when my subconscious mind became so clear and rational haha!
my mum thinks im stressed HAHA and she said i lost weight :) HEHE SO EXCITING!
now that the end is finally near, im just not as happy and elated as i thought i would be... it's all the papers' fault. all the not-good-feeling papers!!! and i have to wait abt freaking four months and im really scared i screwed it up.. PLEASE JUST LET ME GET ACCEPTED IN THE COURSE THAT I WANT IN UNI PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE...
and guess what? i miss tuition too... all the econs tuition times when we were laughing like mad, and the tutor constantly telling us to go jump -_-... and getting suaned a hundred times during one lesson... our bet that we made (and we're gg to have to eat half a cheesecake each OMG)... and all the other times when we were just sitting arnd talking :)
i wonder if i'll really enjoy aft alevel life.. if i end up reading my notes due to immense boredom I WILL LAUGH MY HEAD OFF.. im in desperate need to find a holiday job I NEED MONEY! my money in my piggy bank is barely enough for a new hp =(... AND THERE'S STILL 5441380438138 other things that i wanna buy!!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
**very very random photo collage created by impulse with the mere clicking of the mouse haha.. PEOPLE OUT THERE (both in collage and not) WHO I MISS VERY VERY MUCH HOW ARE YALL :)?i realised that every photo has its own little story. i could spend all day just telling someone (who's willing to listen) about the different reasons for each of these 16 photos. haha uh-uh NOT A GOOD TIME TO GET NOSTALGIC NOW=X!
WHEW this wk of exams is finally over for me! i can finally BREATHE for abit!
i think the papers so far are..... allrighhtttt la (in a mian qiang way).. obviously it felt better than any rj paper that i ever attempted (PUH-LEESE what could be worse than F for chem HAHA!) but i dunno if it's ENOUGH... i really hope and pray that in the end i come out "victorious" on the borderline haha if u get what i mean :)
THE END IS NEAR!!!! it's just about one week away =D!
but first i have to survive the ULTIMATE TORTURE PERIOD from mon to wed! it's gg to be intensive-cum-fast-speed mugging for all THREE remaining subjects =X! and i dont know if i have the discipline and perseverence and strength to go through it to the best i can!
mon: physics paper 1 & 2 1400-1715hrs
tues: chem paper 2 0800-0930 AND econs paper 3 1400-1615 (ULTIMATE KILLER!)
wed: physics paper 3 0800-1030 AND econs paper 1 and 2 1400-1715 (ULTIMATE KILLER NO 2!)
I HAVE NEVER EVER EXPERIENCED A THREE-DAY TIME PERIOD THAT I HAVE TO MUG SO INTENSIVELY and im scared im not ready to cope with such a terrible season =(..
pardon me being selfish but IF ONLY the BCME students didnt complain last year then we wldnt be the ones having to endure such a gross exam schedule! bahh!!
on the bright side, at least we're rewarded by being one of the earliest subj combi to end WHEE :)!
though that means that i can count in one hand the no of times i'll have to wear the sch uniform=X... i nv knew i would say this but I WILL MISS RJ! 2S06J! LOVER! SNAIL! ZHUZHU! JELJEL THE SMACKEE (haha)! A63! LTs! etcetcetc! haii and gone will be the days of wearing the same thing as everyone else to school! no more being pampered and spoonfed! no more "school" life =(!
haha im being so contradictory today.. ohwell HANG IN THERE EVERYONE! it'll all be over soon than yall think :)!
BYE THERMODYNAMICS.
BYE MATHS.
:)
astalavista baebeh!
Thursday, November 02, 2006
WAH SO SHUANG MAN!
as in seriously i was smiling happily to myself (HAHA IM GOING MAD).. not that today's paper went fantastically well -_-... the aq was BAD cos in the first place i didnt think the compre passage was completely understandable and i understood his last sentence the LEAST of all and it just had to be the main idea of aq -_-... haha but NVM im in happy mood :)...
wah i think 10 million pple did the technology question today but somehow i didnt even consider it cos i didnt read anything abt it yest haha... i did the national boundaries qn :)... and POKPOK zhihui had to repeatedly say that therez a risk of going out of point with that question and now im scared =X..
there seems to be an air around me that makes me feel as if alevels are over HAHA!!
anw thanks to everyone who wished me luck yest and today and the encouraging msgs sent over the past mth I REALLY APPRECIATE IT love yall lots and lots :)!!
GOOD LUCK TO ONE AND ALL!! ALL THE BEST!! LET'S CONQUER THIS TOGETHERLY!!