Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Beautiful - Christina Aguilera
Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do (no matter what we do)
No matter what we say (no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine (sun will always shine)
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side
All the other times
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
:)
Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do (no matter what we do)
No matter what we say (no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine (sun will always shine)
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side
All the other times
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
:)
meli
blabbered at 7:14 PM
friendships forged nowadays are so superficial.it's tiring.and i dun tink i have any more confidence to forge new ones.i tink im also starting to doubt previous friendships i had.it just doesnt feel as good as b4.
big fat shit.
i dun like my present life.i dun like it AT ALL.in fact i DETEST it.
mayb everyone shld juz back off.
@*@)$@_&!*!%_@)*!^!*
im seriously in need to go back to the adoration room i tink.
big fat shit.
i dun like my present life.i dun like it AT ALL.in fact i DETEST it.
mayb everyone shld juz back off.
@*@)$@_&!*!%_@)*!^!*
im seriously in need to go back to the adoration room i tink.
meli
blabbered at 1:43 AM
Monday, May 30, 2005
i got no feeling to blog now..rahh anyway today was alright..better than i expected i suppose.
bye.
once again itz the great depression. =(
bye.
once again itz the great depression. =(
meli
blabbered at 10:42 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
sobsob i juz typed a SUPER nice entry but then it disappeared :(...but itz alright i wun mind typing AGAIN muahaha todayz A GREAT DAY!
hmm on a serious note we had WheelChair Club Executive Meeting -nods head seriously- WAHAHAHAH...WCC outing lar! but then only the top 4 "heads" were there so we made it an executive mtg heex..pple present were:-
1) sarah - CEO of WCC
2) chang xi - Senior Member of WCC
3) glenda - President of WCC (oso bday girl =D)
4) me! - Deceased VP of WCC
muahahah it was damn farnie lar LAUGH TILL CAN DIE..thank goodness im deceased alr haha!ANWWW (enough of rolling eyes -__-) i tink my face muscles numb alr haz...itz really damn fun seeing them all over again! cos now all of us diff sch mah - cj,nj,tj and rj - then this was a damn good opportunity to catch up...and sarah was telling us abt her cool and happening class in cj =D! she tell till soooo farnie cannot take it.. and seriously she made me super regretful tt i din step out of my house to appeal to cj on posting day but OHWELL itz over nvm...
hahahah i'll tell u more retarded things that happened when glenda sends me the photos! haha cant wait! some of the things we did is SERIOUSLY retarded...there was the mutilated cheese cake and glenda blew the candle on the cake abt 10 times hehe! so in the process we captured alot of pics!
sarah and i were also singing the "voteva" song, "we are defenders" song, "c-o-c-o-n-u-t" song and even the "i-s-o-t-o-p-e" song (haha juz translate coconut wif istope;P)...and all those silly stuff tt we did in ij...hahahah act we were not childish in sec sch juz tt the things we did brought alot of laughter to my life =D...and this outing made me realise all over again why i LURVE ij so so SO SO much!
and of course therez WCC!!my beloved WCC:-
hmm on a serious note we had WheelChair Club Executive Meeting -nods head seriously- WAHAHAHAH...WCC outing lar! but then only the top 4 "heads" were there so we made it an executive mtg heex..pple present were:-
1) sarah - CEO of WCC
2) chang xi - Senior Member of WCC
3) glenda - President of WCC (oso bday girl =D)
4) me! - Deceased VP of WCC
muahahah it was damn farnie lar LAUGH TILL CAN DIE..thank goodness im deceased alr haha!ANWWW (enough of rolling eyes -__-) i tink my face muscles numb alr haz...itz really damn fun seeing them all over again! cos now all of us diff sch mah - cj,nj,tj and rj - then this was a damn good opportunity to catch up...and sarah was telling us abt her cool and happening class in cj =D! she tell till soooo farnie cannot take it.. and seriously she made me super regretful tt i din step out of my house to appeal to cj on posting day but OHWELL itz over nvm...
hahahah i'll tell u more retarded things that happened when glenda sends me the photos! haha cant wait! some of the things we did is SERIOUSLY retarded...there was the mutilated cheese cake and glenda blew the candle on the cake abt 10 times hehe! so in the process we captured alot of pics!
sarah and i were also singing the "voteva" song, "we are defenders" song, "c-o-c-o-n-u-t" song and even the "i-s-o-t-o-p-e" song (haha juz translate coconut wif istope;P)...and all those silly stuff tt we did in ij...hahahah act we were not childish in sec sch juz tt the things we did brought alot of laughter to my life =D...and this outing made me realise all over again why i LURVE ij so so SO SO much!
and of course therez WCC!!my beloved WCC:-
:D...i juz added all the names on juz now...dun blame me for ugly handwriting cos im LEFTHANDED and the mouse was on my right hand! itz quite nice alr lar haha..but this photo is the reflection of all the wcc members -except carmen :(- in the paragon toilet...haha i repeat:
PARAGON TOILET!!
i tink we took it cos we cant afford to go into any other shop in paragon hehe! so we go toilet and act glam lar HAHA! cool right! ttz one of the many retarded things WCC does!
I MISS WCC AND IJ!!!!
i seriously cant wait for the nx outing haha...WCCz very own janitor's (PAU) bday is coming! keep those days free k! =P
lastly..........
meli
blabbered at 11:59 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
haha as expected the gp paper was qt horrible and i noe im gonna fail but im juz damn glad itz over...the feeling is juz like immediately aft olevel kind haha...and im not exaggerating k haz..the compre was worse than the compo cos i din even complete the AQ...plus therez 20marks allocated to language wth! all my ans all standard format of answering like "this is because" and all those loserly phrases...i can so imagine my language getting single digit...not to mention i had no content as welll hahahah...GONERR...but surprisingly i dun feel like shit at all cos mayb june hols is like in 2days!!! :D
hmm aft gp paper mich cat and i went off to j8 to cut my hair and mich wanted to buy tops too... hahah i wanted to be cheapskate so went to QB house to cut (im saving up for my future mp3 player haha..)...then wth i SUAYSUAY got the chaoest ah beng in the shop SOBSOB...but QB house cannot choose so i had no choice -___-
and THEN aft tt mich and stef say i look like chao ah lian!!!!! HOW DARE THEY!! hahaha....sheesh must be the chaoahbengz fault boohoohoo...my fringez too short too but ttz my fault lar cos i told him cut somewhere there...and aft washing my hair i realised my hair no more shape! when i tie up it looks gross and basically SHAPELESS :(...which means i juz wasted $10 haha..
ANW aft j8 we went back to ij to get our olevel certs..then we moved on to slack a lil while in the arc room b4 gg home lor...haha i din get to see many teachers oso quite sad..
sobsob im gonna be so alone for the nx two days...suddenly the upcoming june hols is not so exciting anm cos im not even gg out on the last day of sch!! EVERYONE has sth on except me :( but ohwelll...i shall die of boredom all by myselffff itz alright..
grrr MUST RENNNNN....but itz really getting on my nerves lar TMD...nvm must gain experience for the working world...meanwhile i shall juz tolerate all ur shit and listen to u...but itz not gonna be for long if u cont like tt >.<
hmm aft gp paper mich cat and i went off to j8 to cut my hair and mich wanted to buy tops too... hahah i wanted to be cheapskate so went to QB house to cut (im saving up for my future mp3 player haha..)...then wth i SUAYSUAY got the chaoest ah beng in the shop SOBSOB...but QB house cannot choose so i had no choice -___-
and THEN aft tt mich and stef say i look like chao ah lian!!!!! HOW DARE THEY!! hahaha....sheesh must be the chaoahbengz fault boohoohoo...my fringez too short too but ttz my fault lar cos i told him cut somewhere there...and aft washing my hair i realised my hair no more shape! when i tie up it looks gross and basically SHAPELESS :(...which means i juz wasted $10 haha..
ANW aft j8 we went back to ij to get our olevel certs..then we moved on to slack a lil while in the arc room b4 gg home lor...haha i din get to see many teachers oso quite sad..
sobsob im gonna be so alone for the nx two days...suddenly the upcoming june hols is not so exciting anm cos im not even gg out on the last day of sch!! EVERYONE has sth on except me :( but ohwelll...i shall die of boredom all by myselffff itz alright..
grrr MUST RENNNNN....but itz really getting on my nerves lar TMD...nvm must gain experience for the working world...meanwhile i shall juz tolerate all ur shit and listen to u...but itz not gonna be for long if u cont like tt >.<
meli
blabbered at 12:30 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
haha i deleted the previous entry abt the water element hahaha...the pic was irritating me...and itz not as if i like jap anime -__- hahaha...
this morning vera asked me accompany her to ctk adoration room aft sch cos she wanted to pray, but ltr in the day she took blue slip and went home early then her mum dun let her go alr...but i was 'inspired' by vera to go the adoration room so i went by myself aft sch...
everyone shld go there and pray some day..it's a very cool, peaceful, calm place...very suitable for praying :D...i stayed there for about 35 mins juz blabbering everything to God...wheee itz quite a good feeling cos i hafvnt done tt in a longgg time :$...nowadays i sleep so late tt im too tired to pray properly every nite...
aft i walked out of the adoration room u can definitely feel a difference in attitude and optimism :)...i guess the fruitful trip to the adoration room made me realise:
1. never expect to be treated the same way as u treat people (in the good sense haha)
2. accept people for who they are, including their flaws
3.u cant blame pple who they want to be wif or if theyre busy whatever....
4.u have to depend on yourself to be happy
5.etc.
So, in conclusion, currently i tink im a happier girl haha...even if i fail gp i juz have to ACCEPT it that my command of eng sucks horribly and instead be super thankful tt common tests in rj does not count for promos at the end of the year *whew*
anw i tink the "-ly" language tt arthur and i came up wif is DAMN farnie haly haly haly haly haly haly!! and im gonna say a big WADEVERLY to the pple rolling their eyes now mualy haly haly haly haly haly...
k i shld cont reading my model essays for gp...not tt itz gonna miraculously help me but nvmm..
byely! wahahahahahh....
this morning vera asked me accompany her to ctk adoration room aft sch cos she wanted to pray, but ltr in the day she took blue slip and went home early then her mum dun let her go alr...but i was 'inspired' by vera to go the adoration room so i went by myself aft sch...
everyone shld go there and pray some day..it's a very cool, peaceful, calm place...very suitable for praying :D...i stayed there for about 35 mins juz blabbering everything to God...wheee itz quite a good feeling cos i hafvnt done tt in a longgg time :$...nowadays i sleep so late tt im too tired to pray properly every nite...
aft i walked out of the adoration room u can definitely feel a difference in attitude and optimism :)...i guess the fruitful trip to the adoration room made me realise:
1. never expect to be treated the same way as u treat people (in the good sense haha)
2. accept people for who they are, including their flaws
3.u cant blame pple who they want to be wif or if theyre busy whatever....
4.u have to depend on yourself to be happy
5.etc.
So, in conclusion, currently i tink im a happier girl haha...even if i fail gp i juz have to ACCEPT it that my command of eng sucks horribly and instead be super thankful tt common tests in rj does not count for promos at the end of the year *whew*
anw i tink the "-ly" language tt arthur and i came up wif is DAMN farnie haly haly haly haly haly haly!! and im gonna say a big WADEVERLY to the pple rolling their eyes now mualy haly haly haly haly haly...
k i shld cont reading my model essays for gp...not tt itz gonna miraculously help me but nvmm..
byely! wahahahahahh....
meli
blabbered at 7:44 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
haha a phone call woke me up today -___-...but aft tt i cldnt slp anm how sad...this is like one of the fewwww days i can lag in bed lor..but nvm..
during my one hr laze in bed b4 i FINALLY got up, i decided tt itz time to buck up and start studying! no procrastination and less computer! hahaha beeeg dreams rite? ;P i tink i shld start by not organising any outings wif pple haha..during the wkend if i got nth on i'll always jio pple go out :$ that will NOT happen anm! i shall stay home and complete my mountain of hw unless pple ask me out wahahahah...
rahhh i always say all this big talk but it nv happens sighh..zhunian and zhihui will noe wad i mean..everyday b4 we leave sch we'll be like "i'll try and touch the tutorials but CONFIRM i will study for the maths test!" hahahah..then nx day in sch we din even study for maths test...HAHAHA so cool eh?at least now i noe im not the only person in class like tt hehe..
SHIT itz 1215pm alr! i better start preparing to go out eat lunch wif elaine...i tink she'll kill me if im late cos i stay 5mins away from amk central while she stays in bedok haha..
oh and today is a day to remember! im finally allowed to take off the knee bandage forever and ever! no more failed attempts to scratch the itchy thing wheeee...but i still have to wear knee guard for a longgg time to come...at least itz not so uncomfortable..
i shall be gone for now to perform the miraculous operation to take out the bandage haha!
to everyone out there:- im willing.i want.i WILL become the angel tt u love in the fairytale, transforming my outstretched arms into wings to protect you :)
during my one hr laze in bed b4 i FINALLY got up, i decided tt itz time to buck up and start studying! no procrastination and less computer! hahaha beeeg dreams rite? ;P i tink i shld start by not organising any outings wif pple haha..during the wkend if i got nth on i'll always jio pple go out :$ that will NOT happen anm! i shall stay home and complete my mountain of hw unless pple ask me out wahahahah...
rahhh i always say all this big talk but it nv happens sighh..zhunian and zhihui will noe wad i mean..everyday b4 we leave sch we'll be like "i'll try and touch the tutorials but CONFIRM i will study for the maths test!" hahahah..then nx day in sch we din even study for maths test...HAHAHA so cool eh?at least now i noe im not the only person in class like tt hehe..
SHIT itz 1215pm alr! i better start preparing to go out eat lunch wif elaine...i tink she'll kill me if im late cos i stay 5mins away from amk central while she stays in bedok haha..
oh and today is a day to remember! im finally allowed to take off the knee bandage forever and ever! no more failed attempts to scratch the itchy thing wheeee...but i still have to wear knee guard for a longgg time to come...at least itz not so uncomfortable..
i shall be gone for now to perform the miraculous operation to take out the bandage haha!
to everyone out there:- im willing.i want.i WILL become the angel tt u love in the fairytale, transforming my outstretched arms into wings to protect you :)
meli
blabbered at 12:17 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
when i heard tt therez a creative fair coming up i was so happy lar...but all happy things dun last right? bleah when i checked the website the mp3 players are still equally ex lar -_-... except for the star buys but itz limited to the first few customers and according to ben he said everyone queues the day b4 to get the star buys so itz like wthhhh..hmph kiasu singaporeans (wahaha im a singaporean too!)
so ive come to the conclusion tt a zen micro is too ex plus 5GB is ALOT of empty space tt i wun be using...so mayb i'll get 1GBmp3 player with radio..at least itz cheaper -rolls eyes- anw of course itz a bonus if itz red :D...k so below are some of my choicess...
Creative Zen Nano Plus 1GB (RED!!!)
hmmm if i can someone to buy the same model as me then the twin price is like $578.. ttz act juz a mere $10 discount per person -___- haha..
MuVo Micro N200
this has red toooo!
MuVo V200
WAHAHAHA i was so desperate yest tt i participated in the sms star buy too HAHAHAH! if i get it i must be DAMN lucky i tell u..probability only 0.000000000000000000000001% but if i do get it (positive mindset :P) i only need to pay $119 for the 512MB player hehe...
everyone pray tt my dream of getting a good mp3 player will come true soon haha!
so ive come to the conclusion tt a zen micro is too ex plus 5GB is ALOT of empty space tt i wun be using...so mayb i'll get 1GBmp3 player with radio..at least itz cheaper -rolls eyes- anw of course itz a bonus if itz red :D...k so below are some of my choicess...
Creative Zen Nano Plus 1GB (RED!!!)
hmmm if i can someone to buy the same model as me then the twin price is like $578.. ttz act juz a mere $10 discount per person -___- haha..
MuVo Micro N200
this has red toooo!
MuVo V200
WAHAHAHA i was so desperate yest tt i participated in the sms star buy too HAHAHAH! if i get it i must be DAMN lucky i tell u..probability only 0.000000000000000000000001% but if i do get it (positive mindset :P) i only need to pay $119 for the 512MB player hehe...
everyone pray tt my dream of getting a good mp3 player will come true soon haha!
meli
blabbered at 11:59 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
hahaha im boreddd...up to u to judge whether wadeverz written up there is true...the quiz is quite silly...they give diff scenarios and then ask u to choose an animal haha..and there was only one qn wif the monkey option how sadd..btw i took this from cerise's blog :D
oh but i STILL tink happy marriages exist ok HMPH >.<... my parents are a good example:) and someone whoz getting married soooon -hinthint :P-
meli
blabbered at 6:15 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
yayy i was quite proud of myself yest cos i stayed up late till abt 130am cos i was doing my homework!!like wowww...anw i completed two out of the many assignments due -_-..well at least ttz a start lar...
i feel quite cheated can hmph! the whole of last night i worry for nth cos alot of pple say that common tests are not counted for promos at all! so i can relax abit hehe...i'll be DEAD if common tests are 20% of the overall promos grade can?? bleah i shall ask mr kamel tmr...meanwhile i shall CROSS my fingers and pray really really hard haha..
wheee i have decided to get a red creative zen micro!! [new item on wishlist --> :)] but then the website says the price is like $399 wth...hope the shops at sim lim square or funan will sell cheaper :D...anw i wanted to get it asap like tmr aft sch...then ask cat to follow me but she got stolen away HMPH (pouts and glares at ---) haha! but ohwell...i really wanna get it by this wk i tink itz sooo nice!! (see below)
and this zen micro has become VITAL cos once i get it i plan to study in the library aft sch very often ok!! the temptation at home is too great i always end up on the comp..yayy and zhunian is joining me when she doesnt have dance practices etcetc :D...see wad great plans i have for the future when i get the zen micro? HAHA!
grrrr so stoopid ok now when i cant do pe then theyre doing so fun stuff like floorball and handball...then i wanna play oso cannot sighhh...and i heard tt today will be the last games module for the term like THANKS...so when im in running condition i have to do physical training BAHHH...
and then i oso cant go shopping for jeans anm cos my mum says try the jeans then have to keep rubbing the knee -_-...itz gonna be FOREVER when i finally can get my jeans hmph...
aft completing abit of hw yest i feel more accomplished and motivated haha! so i shall go do my gp speech now rahhh....hope i dun embarrass myself on thurs haha!
i feel quite cheated can hmph! the whole of last night i worry for nth cos alot of pple say that common tests are not counted for promos at all! so i can relax abit hehe...i'll be DEAD if common tests are 20% of the overall promos grade can?? bleah i shall ask mr kamel tmr...meanwhile i shall CROSS my fingers and pray really really hard haha..
wheee i have decided to get a red creative zen micro!! [new item on wishlist --> :)] but then the website says the price is like $399 wth...hope the shops at sim lim square or funan will sell cheaper :D...anw i wanted to get it asap like tmr aft sch...then ask cat to follow me but she got stolen away HMPH (pouts and glares at ---) haha! but ohwell...i really wanna get it by this wk i tink itz sooo nice!! (see below)
and this zen micro has become VITAL cos once i get it i plan to study in the library aft sch very often ok!! the temptation at home is too great i always end up on the comp..yayy and zhunian is joining me when she doesnt have dance practices etcetc :D...see wad great plans i have for the future when i get the zen micro? HAHA!
grrrr so stoopid ok now when i cant do pe then theyre doing so fun stuff like floorball and handball...then i wanna play oso cannot sighhh...and i heard tt today will be the last games module for the term like THANKS...so when im in running condition i have to do physical training BAHHH...
and then i oso cant go shopping for jeans anm cos my mum says try the jeans then have to keep rubbing the knee -_-...itz gonna be FOREVER when i finally can get my jeans hmph...
aft completing abit of hw yest i feel more accomplished and motivated haha! so i shall go do my gp speech now rahhh....hope i dun embarrass myself on thurs haha!
meli
blabbered at 9:01 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
and i really wanna thank everyone for their nice-ness... im really really really touched...
meli
blabbered at 3:17 PM
yawnn itz been a longgg wk...so many shitty things happened..
firstly on fri nite juz abt 3mins b4 the actual performance i was warming up onstage behind the curtains and then i did a ban(1) tui(3) man(4) zuan(3) and then my whole body moved except my knee like wthhh..so i heard this crack sound and then the nx moment i cldne perform anm:( damn sad lar...so i cld only sit there while they went up to perform..i only limped out to do the star then limp backstage again-___-..oh i oso tried to do the ending pose where i stood on jingheng but then i took longer than usual to get up so tt was quite failure too...bleahhhh
the sinseh said it was combination of dislocation-cum-twist but i can still walk arnd lar... but he said i confirm cldnt perform yest(sat) which is damn sad lar so in the end aft practising for so long i cld only perform properly once on thurs...
and the feeling really sucks. rahhhh.
k but if i tink on the bright side mayb i'll be exempted from re-running 2.4.. vera says i prob have to do everything again in july or sth..but i tink ttz better than re-running now...but the sinseh oso very weird...he only gave me 4days exemption of pe prob cos i have to go back on mon again to RUBRUBRUB...but i tink it wld be more consoling to have exemption for a few mths heex...
wheee therez gonna be alot of church activities coming up...slowly the dates on the june calendar is filling up...i highly doubt there'll be enough time to study for common tests...ttz if i got the motivation to study in the first place...damn sian lar...itz like the hw pile up till i totally dun even feel like completing it anm...mayb ttz y im not getting stressed unlike every other jc student haz...
thanks alotalot for yest...really appreciate it...and i tink lynettez really nice and friendly :D
and juz a casual remark...a meal of raw salmon, escargot,oysters etcetc is quite grosss....really like fear factor hahahaha cannot take it!
k i gtg pick my bro from art class soon...haha since i only reached home at abt 2am yest i guess my mum thot i wld be fit enough to take bus to pick my bro up heex...but i dun mind lar anw my parents went off to the airport to see some relatives off...
firstly on fri nite juz abt 3mins b4 the actual performance i was warming up onstage behind the curtains and then i did a ban(1) tui(3) man(4) zuan(3) and then my whole body moved except my knee like wthhh..so i heard this crack sound and then the nx moment i cldne perform anm:( damn sad lar...so i cld only sit there while they went up to perform..i only limped out to do the star then limp backstage again-___-..oh i oso tried to do the ending pose where i stood on jingheng but then i took longer than usual to get up so tt was quite failure too...bleahhhh
the sinseh said it was combination of dislocation-cum-twist but i can still walk arnd lar... but he said i confirm cldnt perform yest(sat) which is damn sad lar so in the end aft practising for so long i cld only perform properly once on thurs...
and the feeling really sucks. rahhhh.
k but if i tink on the bright side mayb i'll be exempted from re-running 2.4.. vera says i prob have to do everything again in july or sth..but i tink ttz better than re-running now...but the sinseh oso very weird...he only gave me 4days exemption of pe prob cos i have to go back on mon again to RUBRUBRUB...but i tink it wld be more consoling to have exemption for a few mths heex...
wheee therez gonna be alot of church activities coming up...slowly the dates on the june calendar is filling up...i highly doubt there'll be enough time to study for common tests...ttz if i got the motivation to study in the first place...damn sian lar...itz like the hw pile up till i totally dun even feel like completing it anm...mayb ttz y im not getting stressed unlike every other jc student haz...
thanks alotalot for yest...really appreciate it...and i tink lynettez really nice and friendly :D
and juz a casual remark...a meal of raw salmon, escargot,oysters etcetc is quite grosss....really like fear factor hahahaha cannot take it!
k i gtg pick my bro from art class soon...haha since i only reached home at abt 2am yest i guess my mum thot i wld be fit enough to take bus to pick my bro up heex...but i dun mind lar anw my parents went off to the airport to see some relatives off...
meli
blabbered at 2:57 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
itz only midweek and im alr tired out...so many things have happened and is gonna happen and im TIRED. but im willing to go through all these cos everyone arnd me is feeling the same thing :D... we can do this TOGETHER... and im not gonna screw up for the opening performance tmr... pray for me k :)
lately ive been listening alot to other pple... i sat wif xiutang today for maths lecture and finally managed to talk to her properly :)....itz like i can sense the confusion tt shez feeling and itz sth like wad im feeling too! bleah i cant explain properly lar but nvm...
amidst all these activity i tink the most troubling thing wld be the alarming rate i find myself distancing away from them. it's scaring me, and i really dun want it to happen. HELP. mayb itz juz cos i treasure past friendships much more than many others. it's not juz abt the new frens made sometimes u noe?mayb im asking too much.i really dunno and im confused :S
i tink itz time to start on all the inspirational books tt i received on baptism day...mayb i'll obtain enlightenment :)
lately ive been listening alot to other pple... i sat wif xiutang today for maths lecture and finally managed to talk to her properly :)....itz like i can sense the confusion tt shez feeling and itz sth like wad im feeling too! bleah i cant explain properly lar but nvm...
amidst all these activity i tink the most troubling thing wld be the alarming rate i find myself distancing away from them. it's scaring me, and i really dun want it to happen. HELP. mayb itz juz cos i treasure past friendships much more than many others. it's not juz abt the new frens made sometimes u noe?mayb im asking too much.i really dunno and im confused :S
i tink itz time to start on all the inspirational books tt i received on baptism day...mayb i'll obtain enlightenment :)
meli
blabbered at 11:13 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
did 5 items today..ok i guess it wasnt bad...3As, 1B and 1C haha...but not that it matters cos im gonna fail overall anw cos of 2.4km...but rj totally doesnt allow u to fail at all wth...there'll be re-runs conducted for the nx 2 wks and retest of everything in mid may...if u still fail, for the whole 3rd semester u'll hafta do fitness training when everyone else is playing games...then aft tt there'll be retest AGAIN, one in july and sept...like THANKS...itz soooo stoopid...and a minimum of silver is compulsory -_-
i juz came home not long ago from sch...had full dress rehearsal wif makeup bleah...i realised tt the gym item is prob the most dangerous item but at the same time itz exciting lar :D...
and itz really comforting to see all the successful formations even though theyre executed by the artistic gymmers...we were like cheering backstage nonstop till the backstage crew asked us to shuddup haha!
and im dead for tmr...first period is econs lect test...im so tired tt everyting i read doesnt make sense at all :S...sheesh tmr sure die one lar...i really wanna pon sch tmr...anw i end at 12pm and the classes are quite slack...except got class phototaking :x
I'll be there for You - The Rembrandts
So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but
CHORUS:
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell when the world has brought you down to your knees
CHORUS
No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst, I'm best with you
Yeah!
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but
CHORUS
:(
i juz came home not long ago from sch...had full dress rehearsal wif makeup bleah...i realised tt the gym item is prob the most dangerous item but at the same time itz exciting lar :D...
and itz really comforting to see all the successful formations even though theyre executed by the artistic gymmers...we were like cheering backstage nonstop till the backstage crew asked us to shuddup haha!
and im dead for tmr...first period is econs lect test...im so tired tt everyting i read doesnt make sense at all :S...sheesh tmr sure die one lar...
I'll be there for You - The Rembrandts
So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but
CHORUS:
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell when the world has brought you down to your knees
CHORUS
No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst, I'm best with you
Yeah!
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but
CHORUS
:(
meli
blabbered at 11:25 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
k ive a sudden liking for the green day song "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"....it seems so damn applicable...the guitar strumming is rather cool too...
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
meli
blabbered at 11:32 PM
k im writing this during makeup chem lecture...as usual i dun understand wadz the lecturerz talking abt..not to mention tt i forgot to bring my notes :S..
i tink i suck. i really do. i cldnt even complete the spaastic shit 2.4km run WHOA LAO...i dun even have tt bit of determination to force myself to keep winning...how *beep* can i get rite? -____- aft the run i seriously felt like crying lar...i completed 5 blardy rounds in a little over 17 mins so i din bother to complete the last round...either way oso sure fail so y bother?!
ok i noe every1z prob tinking what a shit loser i am...YES I NOE IM SUCHA ARSEHOLIC LOSERRR...itz not even as if i smoke so the size of my lungs shrink or sth...my lack of mental strength is depressing :x.. rahhhh i really dun wanna do another re-run prob this wed $*&(@&*%!!!!! itz so easy for everyone to say stuff like "no matter wad u shldnt start walking" or "sing a song while running" etc but my dumb brain juz wun do it.
i guess the only consoling thing is how subtle God does his works...itz really heartwarming when my classmates sit down in the canteen and help me brainstorm how to pass my 2.4 :D and each time i do stoopid things like fail 2.4 someone will always be there to re-run too so i wun be all alone:)
but STILL. ITZ STILL ME THE LOSER. i wanna box myself.
k class ended alr.time for dance nite rehearsal and try and balance my heavy body on top of the guy...bleah...
i tink i suck. i really do. i cldnt even complete the spaastic shit 2.4km run WHOA LAO...i dun even have tt bit of determination to force myself to keep winning...how *beep* can i get rite? -____- aft the run i seriously felt like crying lar...i completed 5 blardy rounds in a little over 17 mins so i din bother to complete the last round...either way oso sure fail so y bother?!
ok i noe every1z prob tinking what a shit loser i am...YES I NOE IM SUCHA ARSEHOLIC LOSERRR...itz not even as if i smoke so the size of my lungs shrink or sth...my lack of mental strength is depressing :x.. rahhhh i really dun wanna do another re-run prob this wed $*&(@&*%!!!!! itz so easy for everyone to say stuff like "no matter wad u shldnt start walking" or "sing a song while running" etc but my dumb brain juz wun do it.
i guess the only consoling thing is how subtle God does his works...itz really heartwarming when my classmates sit down in the canteen and help me brainstorm how to pass my 2.4 :D and each time i do stoopid things like fail 2.4 someone will always be there to re-run too so i wun be all alone:)
but STILL. ITZ STILL ME THE LOSER. i wanna box myself.
k class ended alr.time for dance nite rehearsal and try and balance my heavy body on top of the guy...bleah...
meli
blabbered at 5:11 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
i feel horrible.
sometimes i wish i was a guy..a normal avg guy tt is...so i'll naturally be less emotional and tink less on stupid insignificant stuff...
i tink wad aaron said longgg time ago abt wad i really want and need is true...hez spot on...and the whole thing is striking me hard now...
whoz the someone who can lend me a listening ear?act in the first place i shld overcome my personal obstacle..i dun even want to tell any1 anything...anw all my thots are so insignificant and stupid i can so imagine everyone juz rolling their eyes...and sometimes things are juz too bhb or "un-meli" to say so wad the heck...
im glad to be of help to some pple and listen to wadever they say...or mayb im oso tinking too highly of myself...im not much use either...
so wadz my purpose in this world? i really wonder...im always saying and doing the wrong tings at the wrong time and i only get on pplez nerves....
rahhh i cant even express myself properly...this is so effing stoopid...forget it...
i shall go drown myself in hw now...though therez not much to do...u noe how much it sucks when u have the motivation to complete ur hw but each time u start u juz dunno how to do all the blardy qns so u throw it aside and the cycle repeats itself...how dumb can i get right? im seriously tinking of dropping out of sch lar...feeling so darn stoopid..
bye.
sometimes i wish i was a guy..a normal avg guy tt is...so i'll naturally be less emotional and tink less on stupid insignificant stuff...
i tink wad aaron said longgg time ago abt wad i really want and need is true...hez spot on...and the whole thing is striking me hard now...
whoz the someone who can lend me a listening ear?act in the first place i shld overcome my personal obstacle..i dun even want to tell any1 anything...anw all my thots are so insignificant and stupid i can so imagine everyone juz rolling their eyes...and sometimes things are juz too bhb or "un-meli" to say so wad the heck...
im glad to be of help to some pple and listen to wadever they say...or mayb im oso tinking too highly of myself...im not much use either...
so wadz my purpose in this world? i really wonder...im always saying and doing the wrong tings at the wrong time and i only get on pplez nerves....
rahhh i cant even express myself properly...this is so effing stoopid...forget it...
i shall go drown myself in hw now...though therez not much to do...u noe how much it sucks when u have the motivation to complete ur hw but each time u start u juz dunno how to do all the blardy qns so u throw it aside and the cycle repeats itself...how dumb can i get right? im seriously tinking of dropping out of sch lar...feeling so darn stoopid..
bye.
meli
blabbered at 9:53 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
it was a GREAT and fruitful day spent today but first i must say this...
I MISS NUAN TING AND NJ!!!!!!!!! :(
during confi class she msged me and asked me whether i wanted to go out for dinner to catch up wif a few other pple but only me and her cld make it...WOW we met at arnd 6pm and talked till 1030++pm b4 we decided tt it was time to go home haha...i really hafvnt talked to her for a damnnn freaking long time and im so glad to have this opportunity :D
i oso realised how similar she and i were....i guess only she'll understand how i feel and vice versa:S...IF ONLY WE WERE STILL IN THE SAME CLASSS!!! -big fat sobbs- and she made me realise how much a person could long for hugs...and i feel deprived of hugs now haz :S..
esp to nuan ting: dun worry so much abt the segregation yeah..if i was there i wld have helped u to try and "salvage" the situation as much as possible heex...and feel free to call me anytime!! dun hesitate k!! :)
anws back to today..I FINALLY BOUGHT MY POINTE SHOES!! but itz not as exciting as i thot it wld be...cos wearing it to dance for the whole lesson sucks like shit ok!! the toes suffer from a lack of air and get so squashed up like wth! but at least my ballet teacher asks us to stretch our calves practically aft every exercise haha GOODGOOD...letz hope my calves will get slimmer :)
"Acceptance. It is the true thing everyone longs for. The one thing everyone craves. To walk in a room and to be greeted by everyone with hugs and smiles. And in that small passing moment, you truly know you're loved, needed, and accepted.."
:) finally im in a happy reflective mood...
I MISS NUAN TING AND NJ!!!!!!!!! :(
during confi class she msged me and asked me whether i wanted to go out for dinner to catch up wif a few other pple but only me and her cld make it...WOW we met at arnd 6pm and talked till 1030++pm b4 we decided tt it was time to go home haha...i really hafvnt talked to her for a damnnn freaking long time and im so glad to have this opportunity :D
i oso realised how similar she and i were....i guess only she'll understand how i feel and vice versa:S...IF ONLY WE WERE STILL IN THE SAME CLASSS!!! -big fat sobbs- and she made me realise how much a person could long for hugs...and i feel deprived of hugs now haz :S..
esp to nuan ting: dun worry so much abt the segregation yeah..if i was there i wld have helped u to try and "salvage" the situation as much as possible heex...and feel free to call me anytime!! dun hesitate k!! :)
anws back to today..I FINALLY BOUGHT MY POINTE SHOES!! but itz not as exciting as i thot it wld be...cos wearing it to dance for the whole lesson sucks like shit ok!! the toes suffer from a lack of air and get so squashed up like wth! but at least my ballet teacher asks us to stretch our calves practically aft every exercise haha GOODGOOD...letz hope my calves will get slimmer :)
"Acceptance. It is the true thing everyone longs for. The one thing everyone craves. To walk in a room and to be greeted by everyone with hugs and smiles. And in that small passing moment, you truly know you're loved, needed, and accepted.."
:) finally im in a happy reflective mood...
meli
blabbered at 11:16 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
whee im home early today!! and finally therez no distraction so i can blog in peace :)
i lurve early days!! but we had pw today wth..we din do much except tt haisong was drawing in my pw journal haha wth! he drew the monkey hanging on my phone, the creature on his pencil box hahahaha (e pencilbox is damn gay) and tazmanian devil which was on my phone card!but i gotta say tt the tazmanian devil was not bad...must be cos zhunian put some finishing touches onto it HAHA...
i cant believe itz "resurrection" day tmr alr..time passes rather quickly now in rj..but friday sch hasnt ended for me yet...therez trng ltr 630-830 at ri...
and i have to dye back my hair and lengthen my skirt by mon -___-...all kamelz fault...but then i tink im really not free this wkend so mayb if i try explaining to him he'll be nice and extend the dateline bleahx...my poor money is gonna flyyyy away but nvm i'll dye my streaks dark brown haha...
im quite excited to do the beeeg production of hiphopping, acting and praisenworship!! haha done by the mulittalented us :D...really it works out like we had planned wheee!
ok i shall share my misery wif everyone by typing out all my hw - both present and overdue haha...itz depressing man!
1.Dynamics tutorial (due mon)
2.Econs essay (OVERDUE)
3.GP group presentation -graded for promos SHIAT
4.Econs grp DRQ
5.Trigo tutorial
6.Forces tutorial (OVERDUE 210405 :$)
7.Work,energy,power tutorial
8.Gases and liquids tutorial
9.Econs lecture test (wed)
10.Physics REAL SPA (thurs)
tt doesnt look like alot right? YOUR HEAD AH...trigo tutorial has 45 questions MADNESS ok.. and the other tutorials has similar no of qns too OHMANNNS...
im def NOT looking forward to the start of sch again itz gonna be a DAMNN busy wk can! plus rj dance nite during the wk too...not to mention 2.4km actual run on mon, immediately followed by 5 items on tues...SUCKS LAR..
nvm i muz thoroughly enjoy my wkend...sun i have a date wif krystle :D..we're gonna learn hiphop moves right of the you got served movie hehe...letz hope it'll be a successful date:)
i lurve early days!! but we had pw today wth..we din do much except tt haisong was drawing in my pw journal haha wth! he drew the monkey hanging on my phone, the creature on his pencil box hahahaha (e pencilbox is damn gay) and tazmanian devil which was on my phone card!but i gotta say tt the tazmanian devil was not bad...must be cos zhunian put some finishing touches onto it HAHA...
i cant believe itz "resurrection" day tmr alr..time passes rather quickly now in rj..but friday sch hasnt ended for me yet...therez trng ltr 630-830 at ri...
and i have to dye back my hair and lengthen my skirt by mon -___-...all kamelz fault...but then i tink im really not free this wkend so mayb if i try explaining to him he'll be nice and extend the dateline bleahx...my poor money is gonna flyyyy away but nvm i'll dye my streaks dark brown haha...
im quite excited to do the beeeg production of hiphopping, acting and praisenworship!! haha done by the mulittalented us :D...really it works out like we had planned wheee!
ok i shall share my misery wif everyone by typing out all my hw - both present and overdue haha...itz depressing man!
1.Dynamics tutorial (due mon)
2.Econs essay (OVERDUE)
3.GP group presentation -graded for promos SHIAT
4.Econs grp DRQ
5.Trigo tutorial
6.Forces tutorial (OVERDUE 210405 :$)
7.Work,energy,power tutorial
8.Gases and liquids tutorial
9.Econs lecture test (wed)
10.Physics REAL SPA (thurs)
tt doesnt look like alot right? YOUR HEAD AH...trigo tutorial has 45 questions MADNESS ok.. and the other tutorials has similar no of qns too OHMANNNS...
im def NOT looking forward to the start of sch again itz gonna be a DAMNN busy wk can! plus rj dance nite during the wk too...not to mention 2.4km actual run on mon, immediately followed by 5 items on tues...SUCKS LAR..
nvm i muz thoroughly enjoy my wkend...sun i have a date wif krystle :D..we're gonna learn hiphop moves right of the you got served movie hehe...letz hope it'll be a successful date:)
meli
blabbered at 4:38 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
whee had a great time today!! but itz the last "resurrection" day lar how sobbifying is that...:(
anw i was forced awake by mum at abt 1030 cos my dad was leaving for bangkok so we went to see him off...and i juz realised tt airport food is so blardy ex lar whoa lao....one mee pok is $5.50 ARE THEY MADD??? but i shldnt complain so much cos oso not i pay and i ate chicken cutlet and drank a whole big cup of coke WAHAHAH :$...
and i saw a gay couple at the departure hall :S..they were giving each other goodbye hugs and kisses quite gross lar...theyre like in a public area doing such shit -_-....tmr confirm get sore eyes liao lor bleahh..
haha aft tt we spent like freaking HALF AN HOUR trying to find the STOOOPID car...we practically walked the whole level 1M carpark about 3 times...THEN we realised there was another carpark at the other end of terminal 2 like thanks ah!! cant they display signs or wadever IRRITATING!!
anw aft tt i met krystle,mich and cat at somerset and we went shopping wheee!! hafvnt done tt in a long time mans...so aft abt 5 and a half hrs i bought 3 tops and a studded belt :D...hafvnt bought so much stuff in sucha long time alr...but the best part was dinner at KFC...chatting wif krystle and mich juz felt like the old times in ij :) so sweet...but cat pang seh us for SOME reason hahahah...ohwells..i guess it was all for the better WAHAHAH...kk im mad... THANKS BABES!!! :)
sucks tmr start sch again..back to the routined life -_-... but at least the week has been shortened by one day and i'll be attending ascension mass on thurs and fri im going out to buy pointe shoes haha like FINALLYYYY...wheee itz gonna be an exciting wk I HOPE (and pray...)!!
i tink i needta go on a diet soon...i feel fat...plus since im standing on someone for the dance nite gym item finale i shldnt make life diff for him cos im too heavy...eat less=more money too!! hahah i can do it!!! :D
anw i was forced awake by mum at abt 1030 cos my dad was leaving for bangkok so we went to see him off...and i juz realised tt airport food is so blardy ex lar whoa lao....one mee pok is $5.50 ARE THEY MADD??? but i shldnt complain so much cos oso not i pay and i ate chicken cutlet and drank a whole big cup of coke WAHAHAH :$...
and i saw a gay couple at the departure hall :S..they were giving each other goodbye hugs and kisses quite gross lar...theyre like in a public area doing such shit -_-....tmr confirm get sore eyes liao lor bleahh..
haha aft tt we spent like freaking HALF AN HOUR trying to find the STOOOPID car...we practically walked the whole level 1M carpark about 3 times...THEN we realised there was another carpark at the other end of terminal 2 like thanks ah!! cant they display signs or wadever IRRITATING!!
anw aft tt i met krystle,mich and cat at somerset and we went shopping wheee!! hafvnt done tt in a long time mans...so aft abt 5 and a half hrs i bought 3 tops and a studded belt :D...hafvnt bought so much stuff in sucha long time alr...but the best part was dinner at KFC...chatting wif krystle and mich juz felt like the old times in ij :) so sweet...but cat pang seh us for SOME reason hahahah...ohwells..i guess it was all for the better WAHAHAH...kk im mad... THANKS BABES!!! :)
sucks tmr start sch again..back to the routined life -_-... but at least the week has been shortened by one day and i'll be attending ascension mass on thurs and fri im going out to buy pointe shoes haha like FINALLYYYY...wheee itz gonna be an exciting wk I HOPE (and pray...)!!
i tink i needta go on a diet soon...i feel fat...plus since im standing on someone for the dance nite gym item finale i shldnt make life diff for him cos im too heavy...eat less=more money too!! hahah i can do it!!! :D
meli
blabbered at 11:00 PM
im slowly uploading pics of photos i have in my comp.. so yall can go view it under links which is there -->
today was qt a sian day man but still better than a wkday:)...shant bore everyone wif the details..
the feeling of thunderstorming ALWAYS sucks hahah...for those who get it good for u..the rest dun ask thanks HAHAHAH...
today was qt a sian day man but still better than a wkday:)...shant bore everyone wif the details..
the feeling of thunderstorming ALWAYS sucks hahah...for those who get it good for u..the rest dun ask thanks HAHAHAH...
meli
blabbered at 12:55 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
yayys im finally done wif my blog template!!and i tink i like it ALOT man cos i listen to one way like almost everyday:).. cool songg..and finally i can blog a proper entry heex...
wheee...i tink no matter how bad the wkend may be i still LURVEE it hahah...and church will nv fail to cheer me up in one way or another no matter how sucky i feel b4 tt :D...
for example today WHOALAO was damn blardy pissed off during ballet cos i specifically told the teacher tt i had to leave at 245 sharp and she was like okk...then at 245 she let the whole class off except me LIKE THANKS AH!! cos i had to take some horrible photos for some dance magazine -_-" bleahh..and i feel like im being forced to join some summer sch dance camp cos itz sponsored for me...damn irritating lar!!doesnt mean itz free then i shld take it up or wadever grrr...anw by the time phototaking was over it was 315 like OHMYSHIT....even if i literally flew to church oso late liao...in the end i reached church arnd 345 and i felt super bad lar...the feeling of being late always sucks...esp aft ive been looking forward to class since the start of the week:S
but anw i stepped in the room in a damn foul and pissed off mood...like i always scold elaine and pple like leonard for being late and here i am LATER THAN THEM -_- cannot make it lar!! anw pnw session was on then melvin was talking abt letting the holy spirit take over etc and the praise songs made me high all over again wheee...LURVE RCIY :D...
anw my hw is SERIOUSLY piling up..everytime i reach home i go online almost immediately so the homework stack juz keeps piling up...hope tmr will be a gd day to catch up...i tink im prepared to retain seriously...therez no motivation to study AT ALL like wad the heck lar..every wkday im eagerly counting down to the wkend...but staying another extra year in rj can be qt unbearable lar....sobbbs...
tmr the new batch are starting rciy wheee...feel so happy that an entire batch of newbies will be undergg the same enriching spiritual journey as me!! how coool is that!! oh tt reminds me...i seriously need to practise the guitar soon cos i must return it in 2 wks!!! and i realised tt ALOT of pple arnd me are learning the guitar too!! like itz a new craze or sth haha...
kk bye for now i shall entertain myself on msn now HEHE....
esp to neh: HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE NEHHHHH!!!! hahahahahahah cannot make it!
wheee...i tink no matter how bad the wkend may be i still LURVEE it hahah...and church will nv fail to cheer me up in one way or another no matter how sucky i feel b4 tt :D...
for example today WHOALAO was damn blardy pissed off during ballet cos i specifically told the teacher tt i had to leave at 245 sharp and she was like okk...then at 245 she let the whole class off except me LIKE THANKS AH!! cos i had to take some horrible photos for some dance magazine -_-" bleahh..and i feel like im being forced to join some summer sch dance camp cos itz sponsored for me...damn irritating lar!!doesnt mean itz free then i shld take it up or wadever grrr...anw by the time phototaking was over it was 315 like OHMYSHIT....even if i literally flew to church oso late liao...in the end i reached church arnd 345 and i felt super bad lar...the feeling of being late always sucks...esp aft ive been looking forward to class since the start of the week:S
but anw i stepped in the room in a damn foul and pissed off mood...like i always scold elaine and pple like leonard for being late and here i am LATER THAN THEM -_- cannot make it lar!! anw pnw session was on then melvin was talking abt letting the holy spirit take over etc and the praise songs made me high all over again wheee...LURVE RCIY :D...
anw my hw is SERIOUSLY piling up..everytime i reach home i go online almost immediately so the homework stack juz keeps piling up...hope tmr will be a gd day to catch up...i tink im prepared to retain seriously...therez no motivation to study AT ALL like wad the heck lar..every wkday im eagerly counting down to the wkend...but staying another extra year in rj can be qt unbearable lar....sobbbs...
tmr the new batch are starting rciy wheee...feel so happy that an entire batch of newbies will be undergg the same enriching spiritual journey as me!! how coool is that!! oh tt reminds me...i seriously need to practise the guitar soon cos i must return it in 2 wks!!! and i realised tt ALOT of pple arnd me are learning the guitar too!! like itz a new craze or sth haha...
kk bye for now i shall entertain myself on msn now HEHE....
esp to neh: HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE NEHHHHH!!!! hahahahahahah cannot make it!
meli
blabbered at 11:35 PM