Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Your Deadly Sins |
| Sloth: 80% |
| Envy: 20% |
| Gluttony: 20% |
| Greed: 20% |
| Wrath: 20% |
| Lust: 0% |
| Pride: 0% |
| Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23% |
| You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. |
How Sinful Are You?
haha i koped the link from corinne... THANKS BABE =D! hahah 20% of my sinful-ness is due to my gluttony WAHAHA...but i tink it's quite true lar the results...
and DONT ask me wad im doing online at this time BLOGGING abt quizzes mygoshh -__-...i was attempting to study atomic structure and up till NOW i still dun understand...how to continue the other more difficult chaps like CHEMICAL BONDING...sia lar gone alr lar...somemore rj is known to set killer chem paper haha...
i shall sleep SOON so hopefully i wun have much inertia to wake up tmr so i can STUDY...act the remaining maths and chem chaps tt i have left un-studied seems like SOOO little in a way:
1. atomic structure
2. chemical bonding
3. chemical energetics
4. AP, GP
5. trigo (i, ii, iii)
rahhh but itz ALOT lor...really cant wait for CT week to be over..and i really think im gonna take up tuition for chem, phy, econs and GP...hahaha ttz all my subj except maths -___-...but looking at trigo i tink i oso want tuition alr hahah...
WISH ME LUCK BABES...im a gonerrrr =X
meli
blabbered at 1:41 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hahahah i was happily studying maths just now and i was looking through the nj notes for partial fractions and binomial theorem lar cos i tink itz easier to understand but anw OOP...then i suddenly spotted a very amusing pic HAHAHA...
to show the words written on it:
hahaha nuan ting tinks that shez very farnie...and cos of tt pic she drew i got so excited so i took digicam to take photo then edit photo then BLARBLARBLAR but actually im supposed to be studying WTH! haha..
k enough crapping arnd BACK TO STUDYING...i totally wasted monday and tues...on mon went out with nuan ting and xiutang supposedly to mug -___-...in the end i only wrote "algebra 3: binomial theorem" on the paper...THATZ ALL..hahaha best lor...and i was out wif them from 1130-530...hahaha super productive right cannot take it :P
then spent the most of tuesday at elainez house preparing for the mini talent time thingthing.. but mostly we were just slacking arnd laughing like mad over some silly spastic thing hahah...
yes so the conclusion is: itz DDAY (rolls eyes at someone HAHA) on mon,tues,wed and fri ---> ct days haha...
and just to OOP abit i realise my rj notes are rather clean except for some highlighter markings on some pages...other than tt the paper SUPER clean cos most of the time im lying on it during lectures WAHAHAH...
okiesss BYEEEE... :)
to show the words written on it:
hahaha nuan ting tinks that shez very farnie...and cos of tt pic she drew i got so excited so i took digicam to take photo then edit photo then BLARBLARBLAR but actually im supposed to be studying WTH! haha..
k enough crapping arnd BACK TO STUDYING...i totally wasted monday and tues...on mon went out with nuan ting and xiutang supposedly to mug -___-...in the end i only wrote "algebra 3: binomial theorem" on the paper...THATZ ALL..hahaha best lor...and i was out wif them from 1130-530...hahaha super productive right cannot take it :P
then spent the most of tuesday at elainez house preparing for the mini talent time thingthing.. but mostly we were just slacking arnd laughing like mad over some silly spastic thing hahah...
yes so the conclusion is: itz DDAY (rolls eyes at someone HAHA) on mon,tues,wed and fri ---> ct days haha...
and just to OOP abit i realise my rj notes are rather clean except for some highlighter markings on some pages...other than tt the paper SUPER clean cos most of the time im lying on it during lectures WAHAHAH...
okiesss BYEEEE... :)
meli
blabbered at 5:37 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
i really cant survive in an environment where everyone doesnt super study but still excels...i really cant.
it nv sucked as much in any other sch b4. i do have more motivation to study now than in ij ok..but u noe how much the feelings sucks when u sit down so determined to study but at the end of the day u dun even understand a single shit u just studied? and yet the whole world can explain it to u...wad does it say abt me man?
and everyone shld stop helping me make excuses tt im busy with wadever in sch...PLS LAR FAR FROM IT....i was wayyy busier in ij or even in nj...
i din noe a wrong decision i made which lasts for a mere TWO years can cause so much hurt and confusion and wadever.
and i cant reverse it.ttz the best part.
k i doubt itz gonna be two yrs...prob three. four FIVE.wadever. shld have just gone to poly mayb it wld be a faster route for me.. -_-
help me lord :(
if that's possible in the first place
it nv sucked as much in any other sch b4. i do have more motivation to study now than in ij ok..but u noe how much the feelings sucks when u sit down so determined to study but at the end of the day u dun even understand a single shit u just studied? and yet the whole world can explain it to u...wad does it say abt me man?
and everyone shld stop helping me make excuses tt im busy with wadever in sch...PLS LAR FAR FROM IT....i was wayyy busier in ij or even in nj...
i din noe a wrong decision i made which lasts for a mere TWO years can cause so much hurt and confusion and wadever.
and i cant reverse it.ttz the best part.
k i doubt itz gonna be two yrs...prob three. four FIVE.wadever. shld have just gone to poly mayb it wld be a faster route for me.. -_-
help me lord :(
meli
blabbered at 2:56 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
haix my bro wun be at home for the nx few days till fri....quite weird u noe w/o the irritant causing noise pollution at home hahaha...
wth right when hez at home i wanna explode from all the nonsense sprouting out of his mouth and him jumping about pretending to be some superhero or pokemon or WADEVER lar -__-... but now whenz hez not home the whole atmosphere like too quiet and wrong...
and guess wad i found when my mum asked me to upload the pics?
hahahah TOTALLY shows how retarded and lamerfied he can get right? cannot make it lor -__-
hope tt lil twerp can take care of himself muahaha...first time he went for camp tsktsk! a few days b4 when he was packing then he came into my room and asked me whether i'll miss him when he's at camp...WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...and then he told my mum to put in one family photo into his bag in case he misses the family...awww quite sweet right? haha coming from an 8-yr-old...coming from HIM...
k this post quite pointless but nvm...when krystle reads this shez gonna start saying "see? i TOLD u ur bro was cute?" -___- hahha...he is NOT cute...
and im seriously dying of boredom and overdose of hw...i practically spend the whole day studying can? but im progressing so slowly cos i do my hw in front of the tv, then while listening to my mp3 i start stoning and thinking....then i walk arnd the house, opening the freezer to eat ice (wahahah itz healthier than coke) etc lar....i tink if i din have CTs to study for i'll be less bored cos i can stone in peace at home...
sob im hungry now =S...NVM tmr got macs bfast...-dreaming of HOTCAKES and salivating- hahaha...
wth right when hez at home i wanna explode from all the nonsense sprouting out of his mouth and him jumping about pretending to be some superhero or pokemon or WADEVER lar -__-... but now whenz hez not home the whole atmosphere like too quiet and wrong...
and guess wad i found when my mum asked me to upload the pics?
hahahah TOTALLY shows how retarded and lamerfied he can get right? cannot make it lor -__-
hope tt lil twerp can take care of himself muahaha...first time he went for camp tsktsk! a few days b4 when he was packing then he came into my room and asked me whether i'll miss him when he's at camp...WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...and then he told my mum to put in one family photo into his bag in case he misses the family...awww quite sweet right? haha coming from an 8-yr-old...coming from HIM...
k this post quite pointless but nvm...when krystle reads this shez gonna start saying "see? i TOLD u ur bro was cute?" -___- hahha...he is NOT cute...
and im seriously dying of boredom and overdose of hw...i practically spend the whole day studying can? but im progressing so slowly cos i do my hw in front of the tv, then while listening to my mp3 i start stoning and thinking....then i walk arnd the house, opening the freezer to eat ice (wahahah itz healthier than coke) etc lar....i tink if i din have CTs to study for i'll be less bored cos i can stone in peace at home...
sob im hungry now =S...NVM tmr got macs bfast...-dreaming of HOTCAKES and salivating- hahaha...
meli
blabbered at 1:17 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
OH.MY.GOSH. im really quite shocked tt xiutang FEEL THE SAME WAY...everytime i tell her something WE'RE FEELING THE SAME THING...WHOAHHH...ohmannss...
im slowly getting further and further away from the last item on my wishlist. but noone knows y.im intending to keep it that way.
good old happy me.
itz gonna be a lonely wk ahead haha i can predict...everyone seems to be at chalet or wadever...NVM i must force myself to study...im no longer on track with my study timetable =( in fact im WAYYY behind time..
ever since jc life started i tink itz all abt studying bahh wth...and im drowning in all this workload! in the first place i nv liked studying and always relied on last min studying...and itz not gonna work for the nx 2 yrs wth!
i can predict a bleak future ahead of me...im gonna fail common tests like HORRIBLY and then i highly doubt i can pick myself up in time for promos...in other words im gonna get retained.
sob. im SO looking forward for sch to reopen -__-
good old happy me.
itz gonna be a lonely wk ahead haha i can predict...everyone seems to be at chalet or wadever...NVM i must force myself to study...im no longer on track with my study timetable =( in fact im WAYYY behind time..
ever since jc life started i tink itz all abt studying bahh wth...and im drowning in all this workload! in the first place i nv liked studying and always relied on last min studying...and itz not gonna work for the nx 2 yrs wth!
i can predict a bleak future ahead of me...im gonna fail common tests like HORRIBLY and then i highly doubt i can pick myself up in time for promos...in other words im gonna get retained.
sob. im SO looking forward for sch to reopen -__-
meli
blabbered at 1:01 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
ooooh suprisingly today started off quite well haha...i act woke up the moment my alarm clock rang -__- totally unexpected...and since i slept at 2am the previous night (morning??) i was expecting to lag in bed so i set the alarm 15mins early haha...
the COOL thing is tt i felt as if i just started a dream abt MICHELLE XX XXX XXX!!!! hahahahahah=P... damn sad lar i only seemed to dream for 5mins b4 i was rudely awakened by the alarm..YAR i dreamt tt somehow i was crossing the overhead bridge at mich's house there THEN i saw her at the opp busstop! WITH SOME GUY! hahahah -chants- SCANDAL SCANDAL SCANDAL!!! hehe...i wonder y i cld dream of such a dream *winks suspiciously at mich* WAHAHAHAHAH! then aft tt...
i cant rem wad happened =(... so anti climax right tmd! michelle must be heaving sighs of relief hahahaha....DAMMIT lar wasted shld have slept longer hehe...
k fast forward...church canteen was quite successful =D...but i feel quite bad cos i was stealing so much food and everything hahaha...and lots of lemon tea too!
alotalotalot of minor details happened during the canteen lar haha too much to log down....but now tt itz over can relax alr :D -yawnns- itz been a longg day mans...3.5 hrs of sleep is NOT farnie...
I MET UP WIF JEA AND JO TODAY!!! then i just felt so happy...i hafvnt seen jea since abt 6mths ago and it was great catching up wif them again :)...somehow i just miss the whole lively and "innocent" 4/1 haha...jeanette and jo laughing at my eng -rolls eyes-....whee im one lucky girl...hope can see them again soooon.....
internal confusion.
me as rciy befriender = BAD idea :(
the COOL thing is tt i felt as if i just started a dream abt MICHELLE XX XXX XXX!!!! hahahahahah=P... damn sad lar i only seemed to dream for 5mins b4 i was rudely awakened by the alarm..YAR i dreamt tt somehow i was crossing the overhead bridge at mich's house there THEN i saw her at the opp busstop! WITH SOME GUY! hahahah -chants- SCANDAL SCANDAL SCANDAL!!! hehe...i wonder y i cld dream of such a dream *winks suspiciously at mich* WAHAHAHAHAH! then aft tt...
i cant rem wad happened =(... so anti climax right tmd! michelle must be heaving sighs of relief hahahaha....DAMMIT lar wasted shld have slept longer hehe...
k fast forward...church canteen was quite successful =D...but i feel quite bad cos i was stealing so much food and everything hahaha...and lots of lemon tea too!
alotalotalot of minor details happened during the canteen lar haha too much to log down....but now tt itz over can relax alr :D -yawnns- itz been a longg day mans...3.5 hrs of sleep is NOT farnie...
I MET UP WIF JEA AND JO TODAY!!! then i just felt so happy...i hafvnt seen jea since abt 6mths ago and it was great catching up wif them again :)...somehow i just miss the whole lively and "innocent" 4/1 haha...jeanette and jo laughing at my eng -rolls eyes-....whee im one lucky girl...hope can see them again soooon.....
internal confusion.
meli
blabbered at 1:05 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
i spent the whole night online reading all the blogs on my list haz..i tink itz quite sad that some of the juniors sound so troubled on their blogs and everything :S...
sec sch life is really the best times of ur lives....i doubt itz ever possible for me to return to all those carefree times where i just stayed back every night for arc stuff and still feel happy abt it... i mean i dun even feel the OOMPH in rj to make me WANT to stay back at all...aft sch i just wanna hurry home and slack... -__- yeah i noe ttz quite loserly but ttz how I feel wad jc life is...
everyonez making me so nostalgic now =S... i rem all the times in ij when we cld just go as a grp to some corner and slack arnd..i mean there isnt even a need for comfy chairs or wadever...itz just the great company and everything...like thatz ENOUGH...
yes i noe rj has PLENTY of space but itz just not the same...i can walk arnd but dun feel attached to the sch AT ALL...and when i wanna find some place that i can relax and just chill out I CANT FIND ONE... so i guess the home is better cos at least i still have my mum and my irritating bro haz..and of course therez the comp too! where i can get virtual comfort i suppose =S
mayb ttz y ive been longing to go cj i suppose? i just want tt kind of feeling back...the indescribable warm and homely feeling...and the friendship bonds tt the arc exco shared... all the times we spent together and everyting...and everyone is separated now and most oso lead their own life...i rem times in the thomson site when we had to walk all the way to st raphaels in TOTAL darkness...so all of us were holding hands praying out loud and everything...and when we reached st gabs there'll be this scent that will make us grasp each other's hand even tighter and pray louder =D...such a warm feeling dun u tink?
and all the laughter that we had... we could laugh at the most retarded things possible and yet not feel stupid or wadever...cos everyone laughs at the joke not at the person... and once during nsrl period i rem wyna went to put back the kits in the bio lab storeroom and all of us hid behind the tv and SCARED her when she walked out...HAHAHAH tt was damn farnie...her expression and reaction..i was rolling on the dirty disgusting floor laughing lar!
yeah like tt will ever happen again in my life -__-... we went through so much together; we painted the new arc room, when robotics competition was nearing we stayed in sch till abt 12 midnight and catz mum will send us home(awww so sweet)... and then when we wanted to go to the toilet the whole gang will be called along and sometimes we'll run all the way back screaming haz...
and wynaz cd of music always blasting from laptops, pizza dinners, videoing our experience, making journal, fundraising, painting banners, even the cleaning up after each competition! haha cos normally we'll end up sitting arnd chitchatting, then wyna and cat will start mopping and sweeping the floor by themselves heex -hide face-....
nothing will ever replace these feelings NOTHING... itz the june hols now...and all i can do is rot at home studying or go out study and mayb once in a while go out and happening abit... but part of me wishes to be back in the arc room working on the upcoming njrc...staying till abt late evening and the security guard will chase us out...
haix we used to say tt we had no life...and now i'll def prefer tt to present life now...study study and study... sad to say gym feels different too... i no longer feel the enthusiasm to train hard, force myself to go down from the chair etc..
i tink itz just the attachment i have towards ij.
i miss ij..like real badly :(
and it doesnt help tt stef is leaving too...like when will the arc jiasaw pendant ever be complete again?
sob.
sec sch life is really the best times of ur lives....i doubt itz ever possible for me to return to all those carefree times where i just stayed back every night for arc stuff and still feel happy abt it... i mean i dun even feel the OOMPH in rj to make me WANT to stay back at all...aft sch i just wanna hurry home and slack... -__- yeah i noe ttz quite loserly but ttz how I feel wad jc life is...
everyonez making me so nostalgic now =S... i rem all the times in ij when we cld just go as a grp to some corner and slack arnd..i mean there isnt even a need for comfy chairs or wadever...itz just the great company and everything...like thatz ENOUGH...
yes i noe rj has PLENTY of space but itz just not the same...i can walk arnd but dun feel attached to the sch AT ALL...and when i wanna find some place that i can relax and just chill out I CANT FIND ONE... so i guess the home is better cos at least i still have my mum and my irritating bro haz..and of course therez the comp too! where i can get virtual comfort i suppose =S
mayb ttz y ive been longing to go cj i suppose? i just want tt kind of feeling back...the indescribable warm and homely feeling...and the friendship bonds tt the arc exco shared... all the times we spent together and everyting...and everyone is separated now and most oso lead their own life...i rem times in the thomson site when we had to walk all the way to st raphaels in TOTAL darkness...so all of us were holding hands praying out loud and everything...and when we reached st gabs there'll be this scent that will make us grasp each other's hand even tighter and pray louder =D...such a warm feeling dun u tink?
and all the laughter that we had... we could laugh at the most retarded things possible and yet not feel stupid or wadever...cos everyone laughs at the joke not at the person... and once during nsrl period i rem wyna went to put back the kits in the bio lab storeroom and all of us hid behind the tv and SCARED her when she walked out...HAHAHAH tt was damn farnie...her expression and reaction..i was rolling on the dirty disgusting floor laughing lar!
yeah like tt will ever happen again in my life -__-... we went through so much together; we painted the new arc room, when robotics competition was nearing we stayed in sch till abt 12 midnight and catz mum will send us home(awww so sweet)... and then when we wanted to go to the toilet the whole gang will be called along and sometimes we'll run all the way back screaming haz...
and wynaz cd of music always blasting from laptops, pizza dinners, videoing our experience, making journal, fundraising, painting banners, even the cleaning up after each competition! haha cos normally we'll end up sitting arnd chitchatting, then wyna and cat will start mopping and sweeping the floor by themselves heex -hide face-....
nothing will ever replace these feelings NOTHING... itz the june hols now...and all i can do is rot at home studying or go out study and mayb once in a while go out and happening abit... but part of me wishes to be back in the arc room working on the upcoming njrc...staying till abt late evening and the security guard will chase us out...
haix we used to say tt we had no life...and now i'll def prefer tt to present life now...study study and study... sad to say gym feels different too... i no longer feel the enthusiasm to train hard, force myself to go down from the chair etc..
i tink itz just the attachment i have towards ij.
i miss ij..like real badly :(
and it doesnt help tt stef is leaving too...like when will the arc jiasaw pendant ever be complete again?
sob.
meli
blabbered at 2:17 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
and now i sound like some *beep**beep* thinking im so great and ranting abt this cocked up world STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID..
Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
dun ask.i dun wanna say oso.
Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
dun ask.i dun wanna say oso.
meli
blabbered at 1:06 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
oh yeah i forgot to say tt i upload the summer sch pics into shutterfly alr :D...go under links somewhere there ------>
meli
blabbered at 3:16 PM
juz a few hours ago it juz hit me hard tt i wun be gg to kallang tmr. i'll be at home ATTEMPTING to start studying. y cant i stay contented and happy for a longer time?
if only i could stop time.
and even if i do take up modern jazz classes it just wun be the same as last week. the pple are different. the teachers are different.
rahhh i wanna say more but dun feel like. i tink im gonna start another blog where noone will noe itz me yayys.
withdrawal syndromes set in.i dun wanna go back to my routined lifestyle AGAIN.sob.[summersch05]
have i ever mentioned that i hate my life?
if only i could stop time.
and even if i do take up modern jazz classes it just wun be the same as last week. the pple are different. the teachers are different.
rahhh i wanna say more but dun feel like. i tink im gonna start another blog where noone will noe itz me yayys.
withdrawal syndromes set in.i dun wanna go back to my routined lifestyle AGAIN.sob.[summersch05]
have i ever mentioned that i hate my life?
meli
blabbered at 1:33 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
todayz performance is GREAT FABULOUS EXCITING FUN!!!! -jumps arnd in exhilaration- haha actually at the beginning i was really freaking out lar..sitting on my seat freezing from the aircon and so freaked out tt i'll forget my steps and screw up etc lar but aft tt when it was our turn to do jazz WHEEEEE.... the feeling is damn cool i tell u...esp when i carried poh hian up so steadily i was SOO SOO SOO SOO happy! then aft tt i cldnt stop smiling haha =D
then the last item was our ballet part but SHIT i made a quite obvious mistake towards the end WAHAHAH -hides face- haha cos the ballet teacher changed the plan yest and made everyone turn right and THEN i forgot so i did a quarter turn to the left b4 i realised and turned to the right haha...and i was standing like:
then the last item was our ballet part but SHIT i made a quite obvious mistake towards the end WAHAHAH -hides face- haha cos the ballet teacher changed the plan yest and made everyone turn right and THEN i forgot so i did a quarter turn to the left b4 i realised and turned to the right haha...and i was standing like:
hahahah...so itz only ABIT obvious SHIT MAN...but nvm itz over...wheeee cant wait for the dvd to be done SO I CAN WATCH MYSELF esp in modern jazz =D so exciting!
ohmannns summer sch is over :(... no more muscles aches, no more intensive trng, no more joking arnd wif the smallies, no more long rides to kallang in the bus, no more beautiful dance studio, no more MODERN JAZZ, no more SUMMER SCH!! =( the rest of the june hols is gonna be so sian cos i have to STUDY bahhh...act i envy denise lar..she decided to audition for LaSalle-SIA and she GOT IN! so she doesnt need to mug anm except to learn abit of dance hist haha.. UNLIKE ME sobsobsob...
anw i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to the following pple for this fantabulous CSTD Summer School 2005 wheeeeeee....
1. MRS BETTY TILLEY - for awarding me with the scholarship to attend Summer School for free if not i wld nv come for this thing haha =$.. (she was so determined to make me go tt she called my ballet teacher so many times till i was almost FORCED to go..but i have absolutely no regrets at all =) )
2. DENISE - for agreeing to accompany me heex.. tt meant ALOT to me u noe :)
3. MS. RAQUEL MUIA - wheee my jazz teacher!! i'll nv forget how she made us do so many pushups everytime aft class HMPH... she made modern jazz sucha FANTASTIC genre :D.. -plays 'aint it funny' by j.lo in my head again haha-
4. MR. DAVID PRUDHAM - hehe the funnily cute ballet teacher who is SUPER strict on technique...whoah hez GOOD...made me ache like mad on the first day alr haha...but im sure everyone will agree with me that hez a REALLY good teacher :)
5. smallies - hahahah...they made the whole event so enjoyable heex..smallies include pohhian, charmaine, caryn (haha SO CUTEEEE), audrey and biggies denise and siying haz..
6. GOD - for making all these happen in the first place...and making the whole performance go so smoothly *whew*
haha sry to those who thot this was a super boring entry but im really damn happy hahaha :D.. now im looking forward to taking part in summer sch nx year again! if possible lar haha...and hope i can still use the remaining $685 of my scholarship heex...
i'll upload all the pics into the shutterfly acct another day.. all the motion pics of the jazz dance is damn blur though... and i tried to salvage the ending pose hahah..
TADAH!! I CARRIED POH HIAN! haha :D
meli
blabbered at 10:52 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
my toes feel squashed.
my ankles feel weird.
ALL my leg muscles are aching and feel bigger than b4 =S.
my hip muscles are aching.
my abdominal muscles feel constricted.
my entire back muscles feel tired.
my armpit muscles are aching (HAHAH) =S.
the shoulder muscles are SUPER tired and aching.
my neck muscles -front and back- are aching.
CONCLUSION: IM GETTING OLDDD.
not to mention that all these worked out muscles are gonna turn to fats cos im not gonna exercise tt much after this wk -__-.. how nice..
YAYYYYS today (fri) is gonna be the last official summer sch day *whew*...hopefully i can take pics wif the smallies in class haha they so CUTE! then sat will be performance at SCGS and itz OVER! FINITO! but i must perform properly cos my parents are forsaking their taiwan trip to watch me =S [all bcos of my big fat mouth] and tickets are like $5 per person soooo.... must dance properly haha...
k honestly a teeny weeny bit of me is already starting to miss summer sch... the ballet teacher is quite amusing cos of his facial expressions and sound words and weird analogy he uses too MUAHAH... and itz the first time i encountered a normal male ballet teacher haha... AND MODERN JAZZ IS SOOOO FUN! mayb i shld take classes outside =D
and im SOO glad im not the tiniest or most flexible in class MUAHAHAHAHAH *evil laughter* cos they have to be carried by the only guy dancer in class hehe... their expressions when theyre in the air is DAMNN funny... im gonna miss all the smallies in class = (
haix hope tmr will be a clean and not so rainy day haha...
and my sacrifice of cold drinks these few days better pay off! i'll find out tmr [or rather today]
-groans-
my ankles feel weird.
ALL my leg muscles are aching and feel bigger than b4 =S.
my hip muscles are aching.
my abdominal muscles feel constricted.
my entire back muscles feel tired.
my armpit muscles are aching (HAHAH) =S.
the shoulder muscles are SUPER tired and aching.
my neck muscles -front and back- are aching.
CONCLUSION: IM GETTING OLDDD.
not to mention that all these worked out muscles are gonna turn to fats cos im not gonna exercise tt much after this wk -__-.. how nice..
YAYYYYS today (fri) is gonna be the last official summer sch day *whew*...hopefully i can take pics wif the smallies in class haha they so CUTE! then sat will be performance at SCGS and itz OVER! FINITO! but i must perform properly cos my parents are forsaking their taiwan trip to watch me =S [all bcos of my big fat mouth] and tickets are like $5 per person soooo.... must dance properly haha...
k honestly a teeny weeny bit of me is already starting to miss summer sch... the ballet teacher is quite amusing cos of his facial expressions and sound words and weird analogy he uses too MUAHAH... and itz the first time i encountered a normal male ballet teacher haha... AND MODERN JAZZ IS SOOOO FUN! mayb i shld take classes outside =D
and im SOO glad im not the tiniest or most flexible in class MUAHAHAHAHAH *evil laughter* cos they have to be carried by the only guy dancer in class hehe... their expressions when theyre in the air is DAMNN funny... im gonna miss all the smallies in class = (
haix hope tmr will be a clean and not so rainy day haha...
and my sacrifice of cold drinks these few days better pay off! i'll find out tmr [or rather today]
-groans-
meli
blabbered at 12:51 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID i shldnt have picked up the phone..
i dun wanna participate in mini talent aftnn. i have no talent to showcase anw . suddenly ponning that whole damn thing is a damn good idea.. y force someone to take part in sth that i dont feel like?! im gonna be sick on the 25th june .
if only if only.
if only if only.
meli
blabbered at 1:38 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.
i wun resort to harming myself wth -__-...im too chicken to hurt myself..like i dun even dare to pierce the earbone there so like wadeverrr..
today i made frens wif some of the smallies in class :)...i must say im quite envious of them..theyre so carefree and happy and jumpy and all the happy things lar...and itz cute how they get so pissed wif some other pple in class and the way they insult them too haha! itz literally AMUSING..
i tink my knee is gonna get worse by the end of this week -_-...itz either cos my knee is too weak or i position my knee wrongly during the actions..i tink itz a combination of both..esp now tt we learnt the introduction of the jazz performance itz DAMN straining on the knee...but it looks COOL so i wanna do it haz...
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.
i wun resort to harming myself wth -__-...im too chicken to hurt myself..like i dun even dare to pierce the earbone there so like wadeverrr..
today i made frens wif some of the smallies in class :)...i must say im quite envious of them..theyre so carefree and happy and jumpy and all the happy things lar...and itz cute how they get so pissed wif some other pple in class and the way they insult them too haha! itz literally AMUSING..
i tink my knee is gonna get worse by the end of this week -_-...itz either cos my knee is too weak or i position my knee wrongly during the actions..i tink itz a combination of both..esp now tt we learnt the introduction of the jazz performance itz DAMN straining on the knee...but it looks COOL so i wanna do it haz...
and by the time summer sch ends im gonna be bulging wif muscles I CAN IMAGINE...u shld see the amt of conditioning and stretching they make us do -__-...itz like stretch till now i cant even go down easily for split...adverse reaction lar wth..and muscles are BAD cos it means im gonna get bigger :(..once again i emphasise tt my future daughter is NOT gg to take up ballet grrr..
act come to think of it i dunno y im so touched...mayb cos noone has done sucha ting for me in a million yrs...=S but anyway im still touched :D
meli
blabbered at 1:06 AM