Saturday, March 22, 2008
:)im bored. and comms invididual presentation is a chore. so is ltb reflections and all the other project reports and presentations.
i could just spend all day whining and not getting anything done. JUST KILL ME NOW.
my updated desktop picture hehehe.
and and and I FEEL QUITE EXCITED TO START LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE. esp now, since i know how the gears work and their functions, the pace of simultaneously releasing the crutch and stepping on the accelerator, and having a taste of jerking a vehicle forward by about 30cm before it stalls HAHAHA.
SO FUN. now i just need to get my lazy butt to SIGN UP for basic theory test. hahahaha.
meli
blabbered at 1:13 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
since tmr is good friday (BIG DEAL i still have project meeting in sch tmr morn -_-), i decided to pamper myself and not mega mug as i originally planned (HAHA LIKE I EVER MEGA MUG AT NIGHT -_- but NVM.)
hmmm recap of the week.
the weekend was SCREWED UP man. overload of emotions and guilt and just tremendous sad-ness. somehow, for some reason. haha and NO IT WASNT PMS.
and it tried to spill over to Mon, butbutbut by 12pm CANNOT ALREADY. so now everything has just gone back to 'normal', and michie and cat are just standing at a corner and sighing and shaking their heads at me =(.
butbutbut now the situation is diffffferent (: SO YAY I LIKE MYSELF BETTER NOW.
(haha fun ah, speaking in codes, noone knows what im talking about hehehe.)
anw on a random note it's amazing how everyone starts to miss jc days all AT THE SAME TIME. even though i struggled so badly in rj and i didnt exactly LURVE my time there, i really really suddenly miss the times i spent there.. at least it wasnt COMPLICATED and i feel way more protected and secure :).. and rj isnt that bad lah, I MISS 6J ESP TIMES SPENT WITH SNAIL AND JELJEL AND ZHUZHU AND LOVER awww.
ballet exam is over! I REALLY LOVE MY BALLET BABES LOTS LOTS AND MISS GINA TOO (: (: (:
and i dunno how i did, HONESTLY. just wait and see what's the results lor, and HOPEFULLY the examiner is lenient =X..
blogs are scary places, cos i cant post and say what i really wanna say for the sake of some SMELLY PEOPLE hmphie.
SBS and IMISSUcube are just cool hang out buddies lah (: i hope it lasts and im really really glad i got to know them here in smu. it's really RARE that you can find three people who have quite different personalities that can click so well, and influence each other's talking style etc hahaha.. "hellohelloHELLLLLLLLO (:!"
see lah, now that im suddenly feeling fortunate and blessed, im blabbering such random comments which noone understands -_-.
ANW. i thought i had lots of things to say about michiefishie's current pondering thoughts, BUTBUTBUT now i dunno how to express it. ohwells. too bad then haha.
SCHOOL PROJECT WORK AND PRESENTATIONS BE GONE! i need time to breathe you know grr.
one thing that ive gained from smu was that i now know a wider mix of people. like my twc group, ltb group, fa group, comms group. every single group member leads a different life, different from me, different from the others. IT IS QUITE INTERESTING and REFLECTION-WORTHY haha.
and ONE LAST THING.
i machiam like damn filled with school spirit like that, cos im gonna be:
1. arts camp faci
2. oikos mktg video comm
3. okios faci (hopefully)
4. fides faci
5. fides foc org comm
6. publicity sub comm for indancity
haha I LOVE SCHOOL MAN YO SO MUCH SO IM GG TO SPEND SO MUCH TIME IN SCH DURING SUMMER HOLS, not forgetting indancity practices too hahaha -_-..
this is by far the most random and doesnt-make-sense entry ever. HAHAHAHA.
hmmm recap of the week.
the weekend was SCREWED UP man. overload of emotions and guilt and just tremendous sad-ness. somehow, for some reason. haha and NO IT WASNT PMS.
and it tried to spill over to Mon, butbutbut by 12pm CANNOT ALREADY. so now everything has just gone back to 'normal', and michie and cat are just standing at a corner and sighing and shaking their heads at me =(.
butbutbut now the situation is diffffferent (: SO YAY I LIKE MYSELF BETTER NOW.
(haha fun ah, speaking in codes, noone knows what im talking about hehehe.)
anw on a random note it's amazing how everyone starts to miss jc days all AT THE SAME TIME. even though i struggled so badly in rj and i didnt exactly LURVE my time there, i really really suddenly miss the times i spent there.. at least it wasnt COMPLICATED and i feel way more protected and secure :).. and rj isnt that bad lah, I MISS 6J ESP TIMES SPENT WITH SNAIL AND JELJEL AND ZHUZHU AND LOVER awww.
ballet exam is over! I REALLY LOVE MY BALLET BABES LOTS LOTS AND MISS GINA TOO (: (: (:
and i dunno how i did, HONESTLY. just wait and see what's the results lor, and HOPEFULLY the examiner is lenient =X..
blogs are scary places, cos i cant post and say what i really wanna say for the sake of some SMELLY PEOPLE hmphie.
SBS and IMISSUcube are just cool hang out buddies lah (: i hope it lasts and im really really glad i got to know them here in smu. it's really RARE that you can find three people who have quite different personalities that can click so well, and influence each other's talking style etc hahaha.. "hellohelloHELLLLLLLLO (:!"
see lah, now that im suddenly feeling fortunate and blessed, im blabbering such random comments which noone understands -_-.
ANW. i thought i had lots of things to say about michiefishie's current pondering thoughts, BUTBUTBUT now i dunno how to express it. ohwells. too bad then haha.
SCHOOL PROJECT WORK AND PRESENTATIONS BE GONE! i need time to breathe you know grr.
one thing that ive gained from smu was that i now know a wider mix of people. like my twc group, ltb group, fa group, comms group. every single group member leads a different life, different from me, different from the others. IT IS QUITE INTERESTING and REFLECTION-WORTHY haha.
and ONE LAST THING.
i machiam like damn filled with school spirit like that, cos im gonna be:
1. arts camp faci
2. oikos mktg video comm
3. okios faci (hopefully)
4. fides faci
5. fides foc org comm
6. publicity sub comm for indancity
haha I LOVE SCHOOL MAN YO SO MUCH SO IM GG TO SPEND SO MUCH TIME IN SCH DURING SUMMER HOLS, not forgetting indancity practices too hahaha -_-..
this is by far the most random and doesnt-make-sense entry ever. HAHAHAHA.
meli
blabbered at 12:02 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
im really glad i went to ij.
im really glad i went to rj.
im really really really glad for my special babes.
im really glad i let it out.
im really glad that i had listening ears.
today today today isnt going to repeat itself.
i feel a little less of a sinner, FOR NOW.
:)
I FEEL HAPPIER NOW AND READY TO FACE THE WORLD YO!
and you know what you know what? tmr will be my FIRST EVER ballet outing since PRIMARY ONE. how cool are we please!
STEP UP 2 HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
(im STILL freaking out over ballet exam though. i dont think it's ever affected me so much emotionally EVER like damn. and both my ankles feel weak and wobbly from excessive dancing like freak man. but thank God my knee is fine now.)
phew. BREATHEEEEE.
tomorrow will be great!
im really glad i went to rj.
im really really really glad for my special babes.
im really glad i let it out.
im really glad that i had listening ears.
today today today isnt going to repeat itself.
i feel a little less of a sinner, FOR NOW.
:)
I FEEL HAPPIER NOW AND READY TO FACE THE WORLD YO!
and you know what you know what? tmr will be my FIRST EVER ballet outing since PRIMARY ONE. how cool are we please!
STEP UP 2 HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
(im STILL freaking out over ballet exam though. i dont think it's ever affected me so much emotionally EVER like damn. and both my ankles feel weak and wobbly from excessive dancing like freak man. but thank God my knee is fine now.)
phew. BREATHEEEEE.
tomorrow will be great!
meli
blabbered at 11:59 PM