i wonder whether things would be different after this four month break. like whether people (ahem okay maybe i'm just referring to like one person cos im sure the rest of the world wont) will DISAPPEAR. or maybe I'LL disappear for the better good hahaha.

BUT OF COURSE, for now it's meetup timeeee w everyoneeee!! EXCITED.

(and shopping, and suntanning, and swimming, and WHATEVER-ing. WHEEPEEDEEEEE!)

anddddd, im working at boat asia this wkend! EXCITED times two, cos i secretly hope i can SUNTAN at the same time WOOTS hahaha. (not to mention it's only my second job thus far hoho)

i went for intro golf clinic yest, and i have a secret which im not planning to tell karin and clement cos they'll laugh at me. MY ARM MUSCLES ARE ACHING FREAK. hahahaha DARMIT so loserly -_-.. but it's those muscles which i never knew existed that are aching so it's not that im weak and muscle-less okay!

but anyhoww, the coach said that i have a promising swing :)) and i could putt the ball into the hole like so many more times than loserly clement MUAHAHA. he still act cool, keep asking me to take video of him at the driving range -_- (NG so many times somemore chey!)

k, so lastly, to wrap up my first year in smu, i shall just list down random thoughts for memories' sake:

- i'm glad i was in the same ftb group as clement, who led me to know karin, (who tyco-ly was in my twc class and we could choose our proj group mates in that mod =D), who led me to know her clique of friends - arden, huimin, rena, chengcheng, etc. that formed my mugging clique for term 2, and brought loads of laughter and random suppers :)..

i think the amazing thing is that we can all click and go crazy and be serious together even though we might be quite different.. and i had my first (and more) taste of icky beer and alcohol after hanging out with them -_- and that's NOT a good thing.. i will never forget the night when i had to escort a high,halfdrunk karin to plaza sing BY MYSELF omg. TRAUMA OF THE CENTURY.

but im so gonna miss karin when she leaves for USA for SEVENTEEN WEEKS =(.. there's gonna be less, or even no suppers, (at least until i learn to drive and can bring cat, michie and krystle out for suppers whee EXCITED times three but that's out of point for now), and im gonna miss her outrageous actions and stories and jiko talk and everything =(!

- other than that, i think ive been leeching way too much in term 2, copying almost all of edwin's microec hw =X, and getting lifts everywhere that the mrt almost feels foreign now. taking such things for granted is bad bad bad, cos upon reflecting i feel like im just using people for my convenience, sooooo things are going to change next sem. FOR STARTERS, i have to start doing all my hw. it helps the final revision anyhow, i almost DIED trying to finish mugging microecons wth.

- im also really glad that michiefishie didnt disappear even though we're in diff uni :) :)! im even married to her now! hahaha.. more mugging and swimming to come i hope! AND I CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH HER LOTS LOTS DURING THIS SUMMER BREAK =D

- actually term 2 was one emotional rollercoaster mans! and im not sure if im un-confused yet.. but okay, im leaving that as that for now :)

- im glad i went for proj oracle.. it's like even though we might not meet up much anm, i feel that there's this special bond among us since we spent two wks out in ulu pandan chiang mai tog.. i really hope such gatherings dont die off, and i'll remain gd friends with most of them for a long long time to come :) :)!

- it's pretty cool how all my proj groups bonded well tog, and even though there might be slight clashes in working styles now and then, i feel like i made friends more than just mere proj mates, esp for twc and ltb. comms and fa was more work-oriented, BUT we owned in both presentations :)! my ltb group is having a bbq tmr night, but i have to skip it for indancity ahhh. i wonder how next sem will turn out, when we can bid mods with friends.. sometimes FRIENDS might not be the best PROJECT MATES, but at the same time you cant just throw your FRIENDS away, so yep, let's see how it goes, haha.

- (i really wanna say something about dance, since it's formed quite a part of my smu life, but.... i really dunno what to say hahaha.. but i must say that i wouldnt have survived till now w/o my indancity babes who have made practices so much more bearable =D... we still have an outstanding retarded clubbing date WAHAHA.)

- haha, i realise that my random thoughts are kinda lengthy, but yes, my final thought. i know ive been too caught up with everything in school, that ive almost totally ignored my spiritual life. im nothing more than a sunday catholic now, and though it is kinda a lingering thought, i dont know what to do, and whether i DO wanna do anything about it.

YUP. THE END.

im looking for a high-paying temp job, any recommendations :)?

for now, i have a longggg list of shows and movies to catch up on, so until i find the mood to upload pictures, i guess it's GOODBYE for now. heee.