Monday, March 26, 2007
hmph! -takesadeepbreath- i shall attempt to re-type everything which i blogged yest, and let's hope blogger doesnt chew and gobble this entry up -_-..
i havent blogged for ten million years! but it really isnt my fault cos every alternate day during work i get all excited and hyped up to blog, but when i eventually sign onto this window, my mind goes blank so i end up signing out w/o typing anything haha..
this isnt much to blog about anw.. the monotony of every passing week is ironically zapping me of all my energy and enthusiam to do anything! the lack of passion and excitement to do anything is actually quite scary =X..
woots anyhow there was class outing on wed :)!! but there werent many pple cos of slight miscommunication and half of the pple thought it was cancelled but nevertheless it was quite a good catch-up session! haha at least the guys werent JUST talking about army life :).. and we are such cheapo bananas cos we went to take so much free candy floss at newyork newyork haha..
i havent blogged for ten million years! but it really isnt my fault cos every alternate day during work i get all excited and hyped up to blog, but when i eventually sign onto this window, my mind goes blank so i end up signing out w/o typing anything haha..
this isnt much to blog about anw.. the monotony of every passing week is ironically zapping me of all my energy and enthusiam to do anything! the lack of passion and excitement to do anything is actually quite scary =X..
woots anyhow there was class outing on wed :)!! but there werent many pple cos of slight miscommunication and half of the pple thought it was cancelled but nevertheless it was quite a good catch-up session! haha at least the guys werent JUST talking about army life :).. and we are such cheapo bananas cos we went to take so much free candy floss at newyork newyork haha..
that's my DIY candy floss and yo man it's the BIGGEST :)!!
u know im going to be very sad if all the pple who have places in overseas unis all eventually go there =(.. like if lover disappears to UK, then snail and jeljel both disappear to US.. that'll be like one less group i can meet up with! i mean although i'll be able to get free lodging when i go visit them BUT WHAT ARE THE CHANCES MAN! im going to miss them very much-ly =(..
and MISS ZHUZHU!! why didnt u go for class outing u horrible monster! haha.. and we really cant apply to work at mediacorp as sweeping aunties anm ah =(? haii but dont care we still must find one of these days to camp at mediacorp kays! NO PANGSEH-ING!
OH and btw i have a new secreteyecandy dreamguy! HAHAHA.. and he shall temporarily take over the place of elvinng till he appears in a new drama serial.. but newsecretdreamguy is not shuai la.. he can just dance veryveryveryveryvery well :).. VERY MESMERISING :):):)..
anyhow MOVING ON, I END WORK THIS WEEK!!!!!!!! like wheeeee :).. i am finally FREE though freedom = staying at home being a bum but STILL?? at least i get to do what i WANT and i dont have to drag myself out of bed every morn =D..
and am i the only idiot on earth who is happy to be granted an smu interview? when the girl called me yest aftnn i was so relieved la! but now im scared and dont know what to expect =X.. what if they ask some random profound question??? icurrently dont have sufficient brain cells to handle such cheemo stuff =X!!!
(not that i confirm wanna study in smu, but im just glad that im given a chance rather than being cut off immediately u know u know??)
this is going to sound so retarded but I FELT FIT YESTERDAY :)! i think i did well for ballet and i feel a sense of accomplishment haha.. i havent actually put in my full effort to control my leg and jump as high and as perfectly as possible for a long LONG time but it felt good! and there was another new guy in class again -_-.. very soon we're going to have an unisex class HOW WEIRD IS THAT LA!though i most definitely wont mind if dreamguy actually came for class HEHE!
oh yes and i found MY FAVOURITE TEE OF ALL TIME! omgomg it's a paul frank sleeveless tee and it's so "MELI" okay! that's what everyone is going to say when they see the shirt hahaha.. i havent bought it yet though cos they didnt exactly have my size but NO WORRIES! soon the tee will be mine.. ALL MINE :)!!!
hmm i think it's high time i get a new pair of sneakers and since i havent bought anything major for about the past month, this calls for a shopping spree celebration!! HAHA! im still undecided about the red and white pair of nike dunks cos of the horrible looking curtain-like roses pattern at the front =X... but it looks cool overall i like it very much :)..
anw im considering going on hiatus cos blogging is such a boring chore now haha.. but maybe if i have a new template then i'll get excited to blog again!!
(and thats a BIG MEGA FAT HINT if someone didnt realise hahaha)
actually ive been thinking quite abit during the past week.. but im not going to blurt out everything for all you random pple out there reading this haha.. hmm and i kinda told aaron the gist of it yest so i dun feel like repeating it all over again..
ahh wells. i think i should learn to accept things for the way they are and stop expecting that things to be the way i want to be. and anyhow at the end of the day im still happy, im still surviving :). i dunno how long i can let it last like that before giving up though.
but it's okay! cos at the end of the day there's still pple around me who matter and whom i know i can always turn to =)..
u know what? FOR NOW im quite excited to enter uni :).. i think it'll put a stop to my current monotonous life, but there's still the looming thought that i'll start to distance away from all my darling babes and i dont want that to happen =(!
and MISS ZHUZHU!! why didnt u go for class outing u horrible monster! haha.. and we really cant apply to work at mediacorp as sweeping aunties anm ah =(? haii but dont care we still must find one of these days to camp at mediacorp kays! NO PANGSEH-ING!
OH and btw i have a new secret
anyhow MOVING ON, I END WORK THIS WEEK!!!!!!!! like wheeeee :).. i am finally FREE though freedom = staying at home being a bum but STILL?? at least i get to do what i WANT and i dont have to drag myself out of bed every morn =D..
and am i the only idiot on earth who is happy to be granted an smu interview? when the girl called me yest aftnn i was so relieved la! but now im scared and dont know what to expect =X.. what if they ask some random profound question??? i
(not that i confirm wanna study in smu, but im just glad that im given a chance rather than being cut off immediately u know u know??)
this is going to sound so retarded but I FELT FIT YESTERDAY :)! i think i did well for ballet and i feel a sense of accomplishment haha.. i havent actually put in my full effort to control my leg and jump as high and as perfectly as possible for a long LONG time but it felt good! and there was another new guy in class again -_-.. very soon we're going to have an unisex class HOW WEIRD IS THAT LA!
oh yes and i found MY FAVOURITE TEE OF ALL TIME! omgomg it's a paul frank sleeveless tee and it's so "MELI" okay! that's what everyone is going to say when they see the shirt hahaha.. i havent bought it yet though cos they didnt exactly have my size but NO WORRIES! soon the tee will be mine.. ALL MINE :)!!!
hmm i think it's high time i get a new pair of sneakers and since i havent bought anything major for about the past month, this calls for a shopping spree celebration!! HAHA! im still undecided about the red and white pair of nike dunks cos of the horrible looking curtain-like roses pattern at the front =X... but it looks cool overall i like it very much :)..
anw im considering going on hiatus cos blogging is such a boring chore now haha.. but maybe if i have a new template then i'll get excited to blog again!!
(and thats a BIG MEGA FAT HINT if someone didnt realise hahaha)
actually ive been thinking quite abit during the past week.. but im not going to blurt out everything for all you random pple out there reading this haha.. hmm and i kinda told aaron the gist of it yest so i dun feel like repeating it all over again..
ahh wells. i think i should learn to accept things for the way they are and stop expecting that things to be the way i want to be. and anyhow at the end of the day im still happy, im still surviving :). i dunno how long i can let it last like that before giving up though.
but it's okay! cos at the end of the day there's still pple around me who matter and whom i know i can always turn to =)..
u know what? FOR NOW im quite excited to enter uni :).. i think it'll put a stop to my current monotonous life, but there's still the looming thought that i'll start to distance away from all my darling babes and i dont want that to happen =(!
and last but not least, this new phone screensaver cheers me up :)!
doesnt it just make you happier =D?
meli
blabbered at 1:37 AM