okay mich i know DONT SNORT AT IT at least it earned him the $30 voucher and the permission to play on my computer when im not using it haha.. and im in love with his coconut tree sketchings haha!

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it makes me wonder what it's going to be like losing someone that im really really close to emotionally. and how will i react to it.

IT'S JUST A THOUGHT and something that i hope i will NEVER experience.

for one i definitely wont be bringing my harry potter book just in case i get bored. and i wont be loading new songs and charging my mp3 player just before leaving the house.

i wonder if my grandpa's putting on a brave front. he's a strong guy for his age and i admire him :)!! (he walks faster than me la ohmymama)

and my oldest cousin is really doing a fantastic job taking on the role of the man-in-charge in his family i admire him too for that :)..

lastly im sorry for being the spoiler. after all the smses and slping time sacrificed. really really sorry.. shall tell you more abt it another day when i can hahs.

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Love Me - Colin Raye

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

God Bless You.