Sunday, November 19, 2006
COS I AM FINALLY FREE. LIBERATED. BIRD WITH CAGE DOOR OPEN. EVERYTHING ELSE SIGNIFYING FREEDOM!
phew. ive waited for 12 yrs for this! i no longer need to measure opportunity cost before gg out, feeling guilty aft gg out, bring all my notes out to the sofa in front of the tv, always carry pieces of notes with me when i go out to ease my guilt etcetcetc u get my idea haha..
but seriously aft exams ended i havent actually sat down, reflected and let it all sink in that alevels are over.. so maybe that's why the INTENSITY of happiness is not as great as i expected it to be? and also cos i dont have the financial means to really do and buy everything that i have planned =(..
so i have to look for a parttime job and then half my freedom is gone with the wind (though for now ANYTHING beats intensive mugging for a whole three weeks haha)... any lobang anyone? haha so far my parents' rcia friend asked if i wanted to work at his company aft alevels HEHE :) and my neighbour asked if i wanna give tuition HA-HA-HA! and arthur if u read this please rem to send me the number of that company pls thanks =D..
AND I WANNA DYE MY HAIR WHEE~ i have concluded that though it will require quite a significant portion of my piggy bank money i guess itz better that i dye now when i still have student discount for hair colouring HAHA :)... SO WHO WANTS TO DYE HAIR TOO?
i wanna streak it like that!! VERY AH LIAN MEH HUHHUHHUH light brown highlights HMPH pokpok mich and zhihui think itz very lian-ish =X... AS IF PURPLE HIGHLIGHTS ARE NOT LIKE THAT!! but then i scared my hair quality become like scarecrow howhowhow?
i think i'll still dye it in the end la... but someone must recommend cheap hairdressers and pei me to go dye hehe :)..
ohyes. SOMETHING VERY DEVASTATING HAPPENED YEST. VERY VERY TERRIBLE. when i was at bugis walking arnd i met a whole group of stars at some roadshow! there were the campus superstars, project superstars season 1, superhosts, and MI LU BING!
SAMUEL FROM MI LU BING WAS JUST LESS THAN 2 METRES AWAY FROM ME LA! u can ask mich i told her i was gg to melt HAHA i think hez very cute :)... and he happens to be one of the pple on my "to take photo with" list.. AND I HAD THE GREATEST OPPORTUNITY to walk up and ask for a photo... BUT i didnt =(... freak freak freak. cos there was a video camera and i didnt wanna be caught on tv IN MY SCH UNIFORM quite weird la!
hai i think this can go down as one of the regrets in my life. SOB. SOB. SOB.
anw im quite happy cos my ballet teacher finally gave me a worthy praise since a VERY VERY long time :)... she said i was the fittest in my class cos im the only person who did our punishment of 20 situps on the hard floor without slowing down or showed signs of strain hehe!
but err then again itz only 20 situps la -_- HAHA! i wanna start doing my situps every night again!! TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL FIT HEHE! the last time i did it as a daily thing i did 75situps nonstop on the bed haha COOL RIGHT :) though stomach muscles feel quite achy aft tt but STILL QUITE GOOD FEELING u know u know??
if tmr i decide not to go for dinner with the FIRE group families i'll finally have time to stay at home and stone.. maybe i can get started thinking what course i wanna do in uni and my future job... sighhh another life decision ROAR the jc one was quite bad enough this is going to be WORSE la!
k la i very sehh alr.. brain very dysfunctional... goodnight GOOD MORNING then will blog again soon!!
p/s : good luck to all the bio and s paper smarties!! IT WILL ALL BE OVER BY THIS WEEK add oil add oil :)!!! and my entry really had no intention of rubbing it in haha..