Thursday, November 16, 2006
at least the killer hell days are over.
though NONE of the papers during these three days actually had a feel-good feeling... even when i thot that the chem paper was just OKAY the whole world thought it was DAMN EASY.. where does that leave me? now i think i wont emerge victorious on the borderline CHANCES ARE SLIM MAN!! and all in all the physics papers have been SAI VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TERRIBLE =X
ahh im physically mentally and emotionally drained esp from all the "oh-noing" aft all the papers.. SOBSOB =(..
AT LEAST IT'S OVER. on the bright side, i end on fri and i have the whole of tmr (today) to slowly complete my chem mcq marathon haha..
aft surfing for quite long the whole night i really miss ij so much.. all past schoolmates seemed to have changed so much and went on to different paths in their lives =(... sometimes when you're bored (though im not supposed to be now-_-) friendster is a very good place to see how acquaintances are getting on in their life..
and the heartwarming thing is almost everyone still keeps in close contact with ij friends even till now :)... yay ij rocks!
u know recently ive been having vivid dreams about pple that i once knew being linked to my current life now and it's quite scary... i have no idea when my subconscious mind became so clear and rational haha!
my mum thinks im stressed HAHA and she said i lost weight :) HEHE SO EXCITING!
now that the end is finally near, im just not as happy and elated as i thought i would be... it's all the papers' fault. all the not-good-feeling papers!!! and i have to wait abt freaking four months and im really scared i screwed it up.. PLEASE JUST LET ME GET ACCEPTED IN THE COURSE THAT I WANT IN UNI PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE...
and guess what? i miss tuition too... all the econs tuition times when we were laughing like mad, and the tutor constantly telling us to go jump -_-... and getting suaned a hundred times during one lesson... our bet that we made (and we're gg to have to eat half a cheesecake each OMG)... and all the other times when we were just sitting arnd talking :)
i wonder if i'll really enjoy aft alevel life.. if i end up reading my notes due to immense boredom I WILL LAUGH MY HEAD OFF.. im in desperate need to find a holiday job I NEED MONEY! my money in my piggy bank is barely enough for a new hp =(... AND THERE'S STILL 5441380438138 other things that i wanna buy!!
though NONE of the papers during these three days actually had a feel-good feeling... even when i thot that the chem paper was just OKAY the whole world thought it was DAMN EASY.. where does that leave me? now i think i wont emerge victorious on the borderline CHANCES ARE SLIM MAN!! and all in all the physics papers have been SAI VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TERRIBLE =X
ahh im physically mentally and emotionally drained esp from all the "oh-noing" aft all the papers.. SOBSOB =(..
AT LEAST IT'S OVER. on the bright side, i end on fri and i have the whole of tmr (today) to slowly complete my chem mcq marathon haha..
aft surfing for quite long the whole night i really miss ij so much.. all past schoolmates seemed to have changed so much and went on to different paths in their lives =(... sometimes when you're bored (though im not supposed to be now-_-) friendster is a very good place to see how acquaintances are getting on in their life..
and the heartwarming thing is almost everyone still keeps in close contact with ij friends even till now :)... yay ij rocks!
u know recently ive been having vivid dreams about pple that i once knew being linked to my current life now and it's quite scary... i have no idea when my subconscious mind became so clear and rational haha!
my mum thinks im stressed HAHA and she said i lost weight :) HEHE SO EXCITING!
now that the end is finally near, im just not as happy and elated as i thought i would be... it's all the papers' fault. all the not-good-feeling papers!!! and i have to wait abt freaking four months and im really scared i screwed it up.. PLEASE JUST LET ME GET ACCEPTED IN THE COURSE THAT I WANT IN UNI PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE...
and guess what? i miss tuition too... all the econs tuition times when we were laughing like mad, and the tutor constantly telling us to go jump -_-... and getting suaned a hundred times during one lesson... our bet that we made (and we're gg to have to eat half a cheesecake each OMG)... and all the other times when we were just sitting arnd talking :)
i wonder if i'll really enjoy aft alevel life.. if i end up reading my notes due to immense boredom I WILL LAUGH MY HEAD OFF.. im in desperate need to find a holiday job I NEED MONEY! my money in my piggy bank is barely enough for a new hp =(... AND THERE'S STILL 5441380438138 other things that i wanna buy!!
meli
blabbered at 12:55 AM