Thursday, July 13, 2006
im S-I-C-K of school. i cant take it anymore.
recently i just keep daydreaming of ways to be able to get out of school forever. i have no motivation. everyday i dread going to school. i hate it when there's so much to do yet im doing nothing.
and when the grades suck so badly. i mean SO WHAT if i had B for maths? 16 other pple had A so im STILL at the back of the class. DONT even mention what i got for the other subjects.
plus im panicking cos now im scared that im not counted in gym. and what do i have to write for best three achievements -_-. somemore what if the pe dept doesnt wanna give me my cca record.
tuition tuition tuition tuition. ahhh.
i really wanna run away from my life now. then i'll come back when im normal again. when im once again leading the carefree yet managable life like in secondary school.
i dont want to be feeling all these. i dont want to be stupid. i want to have the effing determination to complete 2.4. i want OUT.
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anw tmr will prob my last time going to watch rgym comp... i wish rj and ijtp ALL THE BEST! go get the golds babes!! im so excited (:
meli
blabbered at 10:42 PM