seriously if "anonymous" person tagged the same msg on my blog about one year ago i'll prob be really affected and it'll spark off a whole "im-not-good-enough-for-rj" cycle hah...but after this one year im proud to say that i have MATURED and that doesn't exactly bother me anm :)

yeah i know the words that sprout out of my mouth are not half as "intellectual" than other rj students and almost all of the time my sentences are punctuated with singlish but i highly doubt entering a "top sch" would actually affect the way u communicate right cos that wld be damn superficial -_-

anw isnt blogging a REALLY poor indicator to measure the blogger's intelligence level? even if you wanted to debate about some "intelligent" topic i would choose to talk abt it with friends lar.. why wld someone pen down all their thoughts on their blog when you wont get a response? one-sided argument fun meh? might as well write gp essay and hand in to teacher to mark haha!

act what's my purpose of blogging? when i first starting blogging i penned down all depressing and angsty thoughts but aft a while the blog became much too emo for other pple to read haha... and i didnt know who was actually reading my blog and it's so weird if an acquaintance was reading it =S..

now blogging is for me to keep an acct of the happenings in my very boring life! and how much i appreciate my friends' company.. and for friends whom i rarely meet up with to keep in touch with my life! and for friends who are bored to have sth to do online? haha.. so obviously a mere stranger would find my blog extremely boring =X..

maybe ONE DAY i shall blog and post up my one and only well-done econs essay to increase the INTELLIGENCE LEVEL of the blog :).. but IM SURE pple will read it man hahah

but yah i realise im quite different from any rj person.. the probability of finding someone like me is prob 1 in 100 pple haha... lulu is one of them! i mean firstly it's quite rare to find pple who keep embarrassing themselves and get laughed at for the words i use haha

but i feel REALLY blessed that i have friends who accept me for all that! haha in fact i think im quite influential in class!! hehe pple always end up using the phrases that I started out saying like "pokpok" and "snailing arnd" and "togetherly" and many many others haha not bad:)

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the only reason i came to blog is cos i dunno how to do my overdue maths assignment and blog-surfing is boring and IM TRYING not to watch youtube videos if not confirm addicted all over again haha..

many many things happened during the past month!! there was dancenite, CO concert at esplanade, zhi's bday, mtg up with nuanting, stoning at mich's house, watching two taiwan ou xiang jus, and finally signing up for rciy befriender!!

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getting to victoria theatre for dancenite was DISASTROUS! omg krystle and i decided to eat at cafe cartel instead of the un-glam food court at raffles city and by the time we finished, we had about 10-15 mins to get there on time haha...

so we decided to follow huiling's instructions to walk there cos the taxi queue was quite long.. and we walked all the way to some museum which was nx to the fire station opp funan!! which was totally the opp direction i think! so we tried to hail a cab..

AND CABS ARE DAMN DIFF TO GET ON FRIDAY NIGHTS! seriously... we waited for DAMN LONG and finally when we got to VT the 2nd item was alr on..

AND WE WEREN'T ALLOWED IN TILL INTERMISSION! like -_-.. cos we had the first level seats and according to the man outside we'll block the TEACHERS like errr doesnt make sense but nvm..

dance nite was quite cool though! i LURVED the breakdancing man!! the "copy-steps-directly-from-you-got-served" dance HAHA! it's still damn cool though!! I WANNA LEARN BREAKDANCING! though i think im too weak to hold my body weight hahaha..

ZHUZHU was very hot and sexaye=P! WAHH got lead role in some dances somemore lor... and got ABs somemore lor.. PHEEYUWEET well done babe!! like ms wong said, you were the prettiest ONE OF THE PRETTIEST performers there!! i bet a million guys in the audience fell for u man=D!!

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