ohmans ohmans it's a ballet-y week!

ballet exam rehearsal was quite bad...ttz wad i tink lar... sobbers sobbers...dont know wad to say oso...im just damn damn damn scared abt exam nx thurs... im not gonna do well and i noe tt =X.. but im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher if i dont do well...

so im dead. VERY DEAD.

HAH in an ATTEMPT to boost my self confidence i went and looked at my certificate file =D.. from kindergarden all the way till now..IT LOOKS GOOD MAN hahahaha....and i got certificates for the slightest thing like "satisfying the examiner in the skills performed on the ELECTRONIC SEWING MACHINE" hahahahah...but this shows that i can SEW! =D

but ttz not the main point... my ballet certs sounds good though haha...but im not gonna do well for this exam CONFIRM GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP =(...haixx...i dont even have enough stamina to complete the whole TWO-HOUR rehearsal today...

and the solo dance was SOOOOO crappy ohmygoodness me how maluating..

RAWRRRR!! i very stressed i very stressed i very stressed!! this is even worse than promos lar... cos i do wanna do well but noe tt i cant =X

@#$%^&!!!

pfft. but nvm..itz gonna be a potter-y evening tmr!! i got tickets to watch HARRY POTTER!! *cheers and jumps around* thanks for booking =)

and im on a harry potter craze!! im starting to read all the books all over again hahah...since these are the only books available at home...

and i have half-decided to quit ballet aft this whole exam....ohwells ive lost the OOMPH to do well and determination to jump high and pose properly and control my leg ETC.. just very sian abt it now...and im oso too fat to be jumping arnd =X

sobs. i dont wanna get my results back. though i hafvnt done the exam HAH.

=(