Thursday, November 24, 2005
ballet exam is over. and it SUCKED. very badly.
and everyone says nvm itz alright, i'll do fine, dont think abt it etcetcetc. itz not as easy as it sounds u noe. and itz all my fault. i paused a while during the dance wtfpos! and my whole allegro was gross crap! so low and everything. ALL BCOS I HAD NO ENERGY TO JUMP HIGH. im dead. now im either gonna fail or merely scrape a pass.
i'll rather forgo the whole damn exam than get a PASS. honours drop all the way to pass. HOW NICE.
and it's not like my other steps were SO PERFECT to offset the dance which is a effing 20marks of the whole exam.
SO MUCH for most inspiring award. HAH. this is wad they get aft giving it to me. tear up the newsletter and give it to denise. she's MUCH MORE deserving than me.
i dont wanna dance anm. not aft this. but i'll miss my ballet frens so much. SO SO MUCH. but i quitting the class is no big deal anw. there'll just be one less person on the register and at least i wun bring the WHOLE class down during competitions.
and that's the reason why im not up to gym nite too. dont put me in. u'll regret it. really.
well saturday 130pm im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher. but all the better im good for nothing anw.
i thot i was not bad at ballet. LOOKED WAD HAPPENED. wad else can i do?
RAH forget it. shant be going on msn. i dont feel like acting happy in front of the msn windows. bye.
im a useless piece of shit and I HATE MYSELF.
and everyone says nvm itz alright, i'll do fine, dont think abt it etcetcetc. itz not as easy as it sounds u noe. and itz all my fault. i paused a while during the dance wtfpos! and my whole allegro was gross crap! so low and everything. ALL BCOS I HAD NO ENERGY TO JUMP HIGH. im dead. now im either gonna fail or merely scrape a pass.
i'll rather forgo the whole damn exam than get a PASS. honours drop all the way to pass. HOW NICE.
and it's not like my other steps were SO PERFECT to offset the dance which is a effing 20marks of the whole exam.
SO MUCH for most inspiring award. HAH. this is wad they get aft giving it to me. tear up the newsletter and give it to denise. she's MUCH MORE deserving than me.
i dont wanna dance anm. not aft this. but i'll miss my ballet frens so much. SO SO MUCH. but i quitting the class is no big deal anw. there'll just be one less person on the register and at least i wun bring the WHOLE class down during competitions.
and that's the reason why im not up to gym nite too. dont put me in. u'll regret it. really.
well saturday 130pm im gonna be slaughtered by my ballet teacher. but all the better im good for nothing anw.
i thot i was not bad at ballet. LOOKED WAD HAPPENED. wad else can i do?
RAH forget it. shant be going on msn. i dont feel like acting happy in front of the msn windows. bye.
im a useless piece of shit and I HATE MYSELF.
meli
blabbered at 11:04 PM