wait lemme show the visuals first:

LAST DAY: 070805

~wheee roommates: me vera rach elaine! hahaha we did so many retarded stuff like waking up at 3.46am on the first night cos elaine CLAIMED tt i held her hand for 1.5 seconds when we were all slping...aft tt the whole bed kept vibrating cos elaine shook the whole bed wif her surpressed laughter hahahaha....then aft tt vera joined in our conversation and we talked abt ex ij girl ELAINE CHUA hahahah...super out of point lar...and we only managed to calm ourselves down aft half an hr haha...love all these babes!! =D

haha now four of us wif eugene the P.O.S.E.RR and geraldson the L.A.M.E.RRRRR!!

in the bus on the way back to ctk: haha we were shaking the whole bus lar walking arnd taking photos haha...me and elaine!!! *the unglamers*

P for POSERS! hahaha... long longgg story...but obviously eugene is the BIGGEST poser wif his mesh cap and super BHB-ness haha..

I STILL CANT BELIEVE HE POSED FOR THIS PICTURE!!! hahaha he tinks hez damn cool lar hahaha...

nice pic =))...shawn amelia rachel geraldson kenny elaine leslie juliet me!

hahah ULTIMATE sia! the bus was still moving u noe haha...almost the entire grp of neophytes here =D *i love this pic!!*

back at ctk: haha elaine and i as PRISONERS...i look so sad and r.e.t.a.r.d.e.d hahah (so does elaine =P)

CONSTIPATED hahaha

bernard and me wif my BEAUTIFUL hand drawn envelope hahah...one of a kind PRICELESS hahaha...

lastly: OUR BELOVED FACILS=)!!! w/o them we'll all be non-existant! all the time and effort they put into this camp -our very l-a-s-t camp b4 confirmation- haixx

for all of the pics from elaine's camera can just click here: confi camp 05 =D

sighh im currently suffering from withdrawal syndromes of the church camp =(...i wanna be back in the hall reflecting, being lame, lying around, sharing, suaning each other, laughing, praying, dancing, pnw-ing, drawing, writing warm fuzzies, and EVERYTHING lar...and lastly of course its the fellowship shared between the other neophytes plus facils that made the camp so fun and enriching!!

it seems like yesterday when i first stepped into the rcia room with vera for our first baptism class...and today was the end of the last camp b4 confession...i tink all of us have really come a long way together in terms of spiritually and friendship wise...

this camp really provided ALOT of time for me to reflect and tink of my future as a confirmed catholic...and i seriously dunno whether im ready for the big responsibilities "to spread the good news and to serve Him"...quite a few times during the camp i just felt like crying but then it was like at the weirdest times possible haz...

on the last day of the camp then we had to pray and write a letter to the holy spirit abt wad we felt and everyting then we had to go to our personal facil to be "anointed" wif oil...WAHH when bernard drew the cross on my palms he was like "Go...go and spread the news....go and serve Him"...then suddenly i felt as if this was the end of being "pampered" and now i had a responsibility to go out and touch other's lives....itz quite a scary though actually =S

i dont ever wanna lose touch wif this community here...the thought of being a lonely catholic really scares me lar aft hearing all the touching sharings from the facils....

I LOVE RCIY FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!

and it struck me so many times that i shld stop doing things just to fulfil a DUTY...i shld start using my heart more often to FEEEEEL...ttz the advice fr robertus gave me aft my first confession since baptism...and wadz the point of following the "wad would jesus do?" phrase if itz not done wif ur heart?

ARGHHH all my thots all quite OOP and random now..must process my thoughts first...phew so overwhelming...

and im very glad tt this camp also gave a chance to "mend" a friendship tt i thot i had lost forever...really hope we can keep it up this way :)

praying for our friends was a cool activity and thanks everyone for their warm fuzzies =D esp bernard superly touching ='(...

sobsob.