You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.


i wun resort to harming myself wth -__-...im too chicken to hurt myself..like i dun even dare to pierce the earbone there so like wadeverrr..

today i made frens wif some of the smallies in class :)...i must say im quite envious of them..theyre so carefree and happy and jumpy and all the happy things lar...and itz cute how they get so pissed wif some other pple in class and the way they insult them too haha! itz literally AMUSING..

i tink my knee is gonna get worse by the end of this week -_-...itz either cos my knee is too weak or i position my knee wrongly during the actions..i tink itz a combination of both..esp now tt we learnt the introduction of the jazz performance itz DAMN straining on the knee...but it looks COOL so i wanna do it haz...