Friday, June 10, 2005
i spent the whole night online reading all the blogs on my list haz..i tink itz quite sad that some of the juniors sound so troubled on their blogs and everything :S...
sec sch life is really the best times of ur lives....i doubt itz ever possible for me to return to all those carefree times where i just stayed back every night for arc stuff and still feel happy abt it... i mean i dun even feel the OOMPH in rj to make me WANT to stay back at all...aft sch i just wanna hurry home and slack... -__- yeah i noe ttz quite loserly but ttz how I feel wad jc life is...
everyonez making me so nostalgic now =S... i rem all the times in ij when we cld just go as a grp to some corner and slack arnd..i mean there isnt even a need for comfy chairs or wadever...itz just the great company and everything...like thatz ENOUGH...
yes i noe rj has PLENTY of space but itz just not the same...i can walk arnd but dun feel attached to the sch AT ALL...and when i wanna find some place that i can relax and just chill out I CANT FIND ONE... so i guess the home is better cos at least i still have my mum and my irritating bro haz..and of course therez the comp too! where i can get virtual comfort i suppose =S
mayb ttz y ive been longing to go cj i suppose? i just want tt kind of feeling back...the indescribable warm and homely feeling...and the friendship bonds tt the arc exco shared... all the times we spent together and everyting...and everyone is separated now and most oso lead their own life...i rem times in the thomson site when we had to walk all the way to st raphaels in TOTAL darkness...so all of us were holding hands praying out loud and everything...and when we reached st gabs there'll be this scent that will make us grasp each other's hand even tighter and pray louder =D...such a warm feeling dun u tink?
and all the laughter that we had... we could laugh at the most retarded things possible and yet not feel stupid or wadever...cos everyone laughs at the joke not at the person... and once during nsrl period i rem wyna went to put back the kits in the bio lab storeroom and all of us hid behind the tv and SCARED her when she walked out...HAHAHAH tt was damn farnie...her expression and reaction..i was rolling on the dirty disgusting floor laughing lar!
yeah like tt will ever happen again in my life -__-... we went through so much together; we painted the new arc room, when robotics competition was nearing we stayed in sch till abt 12 midnight and catz mum will send us home(awww so sweet)... and then when we wanted to go to the toilet the whole gang will be called along and sometimes we'll run all the way back screaming haz...
and wynaz cd of music always blasting from laptops, pizza dinners, videoing our experience, making journal, fundraising, painting banners, even the cleaning up after each competition! haha cos normally we'll end up sitting arnd chitchatting, then wyna and cat will start mopping and sweeping the floor by themselves heex -hide face-....
nothing will ever replace these feelings NOTHING... itz the june hols now...and all i can do is rot at home studying or go out study and mayb once in a while go out and happening abit... but part of me wishes to be back in the arc room working on the upcoming njrc...staying till abt late evening and the security guard will chase us out...
haix we used to say tt we had no life...and now i'll def prefer tt to present life now...study study and study... sad to say gym feels different too... i no longer feel the enthusiasm to train hard, force myself to go down from the chair etc..
i tink itz just the attachment i have towards ij.
i miss ij..like real badly :(
and it doesnt help tt stef is leaving too...like when will the arc jiasaw pendant ever be complete again?
sob.
sec sch life is really the best times of ur lives....i doubt itz ever possible for me to return to all those carefree times where i just stayed back every night for arc stuff and still feel happy abt it... i mean i dun even feel the OOMPH in rj to make me WANT to stay back at all...aft sch i just wanna hurry home and slack... -__- yeah i noe ttz quite loserly but ttz how I feel wad jc life is...
everyonez making me so nostalgic now =S... i rem all the times in ij when we cld just go as a grp to some corner and slack arnd..i mean there isnt even a need for comfy chairs or wadever...itz just the great company and everything...like thatz ENOUGH...
yes i noe rj has PLENTY of space but itz just not the same...i can walk arnd but dun feel attached to the sch AT ALL...and when i wanna find some place that i can relax and just chill out I CANT FIND ONE... so i guess the home is better cos at least i still have my mum and my irritating bro haz..and of course therez the comp too! where i can get virtual comfort i suppose =S
mayb ttz y ive been longing to go cj i suppose? i just want tt kind of feeling back...the indescribable warm and homely feeling...and the friendship bonds tt the arc exco shared... all the times we spent together and everyting...and everyone is separated now and most oso lead their own life...i rem times in the thomson site when we had to walk all the way to st raphaels in TOTAL darkness...so all of us were holding hands praying out loud and everything...and when we reached st gabs there'll be this scent that will make us grasp each other's hand even tighter and pray louder =D...such a warm feeling dun u tink?
and all the laughter that we had... we could laugh at the most retarded things possible and yet not feel stupid or wadever...cos everyone laughs at the joke not at the person... and once during nsrl period i rem wyna went to put back the kits in the bio lab storeroom and all of us hid behind the tv and SCARED her when she walked out...HAHAHAH tt was damn farnie...her expression and reaction..i was rolling on the dirty disgusting floor laughing lar!
yeah like tt will ever happen again in my life -__-... we went through so much together; we painted the new arc room, when robotics competition was nearing we stayed in sch till abt 12 midnight and catz mum will send us home(awww so sweet)... and then when we wanted to go to the toilet the whole gang will be called along and sometimes we'll run all the way back screaming haz...
and wynaz cd of music always blasting from laptops, pizza dinners, videoing our experience, making journal, fundraising, painting banners, even the cleaning up after each competition! haha cos normally we'll end up sitting arnd chitchatting, then wyna and cat will start mopping and sweeping the floor by themselves heex -hide face-....
nothing will ever replace these feelings NOTHING... itz the june hols now...and all i can do is rot at home studying or go out study and mayb once in a while go out and happening abit... but part of me wishes to be back in the arc room working on the upcoming njrc...staying till abt late evening and the security guard will chase us out...
haix we used to say tt we had no life...and now i'll def prefer tt to present life now...study study and study... sad to say gym feels different too... i no longer feel the enthusiasm to train hard, force myself to go down from the chair etc..
i tink itz just the attachment i have towards ij.
i miss ij..like real badly :(
and it doesnt help tt stef is leaving too...like when will the arc jiasaw pendant ever be complete again?
sob.
meli
blabbered at 2:17 AM