Sunday, June 19, 2005
i really cant survive in an environment where everyone doesnt super study but still excels...i really cant.
it nv sucked as much in any other sch b4. i do have more motivation to study now than in ij ok..but u noe how much the feelings sucks when u sit down so determined to study but at the end of the day u dun even understand a single shit u just studied? and yet the whole world can explain it to u...wad does it say abt me man?
and everyone shld stop helping me make excuses tt im busy with wadever in sch...PLS LAR FAR FROM IT....i was wayyy busier in ij or even in nj...
i din noe a wrong decision i made which lasts for a mere TWO years can cause so much hurt and confusion and wadever.
and i cant reverse it.ttz the best part.
k i doubt itz gonna be two yrs...prob three. four FIVE.wadever. shld have just gone to poly mayb it wld be a faster route for me.. -_-
help me lord :(
if that's possible in the first place
it nv sucked as much in any other sch b4. i do have more motivation to study now than in ij ok..but u noe how much the feelings sucks when u sit down so determined to study but at the end of the day u dun even understand a single shit u just studied? and yet the whole world can explain it to u...wad does it say abt me man?
and everyone shld stop helping me make excuses tt im busy with wadever in sch...PLS LAR FAR FROM IT....i was wayyy busier in ij or even in nj...
i din noe a wrong decision i made which lasts for a mere TWO years can cause so much hurt and confusion and wadever.
and i cant reverse it.ttz the best part.
k i doubt itz gonna be two yrs...prob three. four FIVE.wadever. shld have just gone to poly mayb it wld be a faster route for me.. -_-
help me lord :(
meli
blabbered at 2:56 AM