Wednesday, May 11, 2005
itz only midweek and im alr tired out...so many things have happened and is gonna happen and im TIRED. but im willing to go through all these cos everyone arnd me is feeling the same thing :D... we can do this TOGETHER... and im not gonna screw up for the opening performance tmr... pray for me k :)
lately ive been listening alot to other pple... i sat wif xiutang today for maths lecture and finally managed to talk to her properly :)....itz like i can sense the confusion tt shez feeling and itz sth like wad im feeling too! bleah i cant explain properly lar but nvm...
amidst all these activity i tink the most troubling thing wld be the alarming rate i find myself distancing away from them. it's scaring me, and i really dun want it to happen. HELP. mayb itz juz cos i treasure past friendships much more than many others. it's not juz abt the new frens made sometimes u noe?mayb im asking too much.i really dunno and im confused :S
i tink itz time to start on all the inspirational books tt i received on baptism day...mayb i'll obtain enlightenment :)
lately ive been listening alot to other pple... i sat wif xiutang today for maths lecture and finally managed to talk to her properly :)....itz like i can sense the confusion tt shez feeling and itz sth like wad im feeling too! bleah i cant explain properly lar but nvm...
amidst all these activity i tink the most troubling thing wld be the alarming rate i find myself distancing away from them. it's scaring me, and i really dun want it to happen. HELP. mayb itz juz cos i treasure past friendships much more than many others. it's not juz abt the new frens made sometimes u noe?mayb im asking too much.i really dunno and im confused :S
i tink itz time to start on all the inspirational books tt i received on baptism day...mayb i'll obtain enlightenment :)
meli
blabbered at 11:13 PM